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More Than Words

2009-10-18T12:15:00.002+08:00

More Than Words

more than words

More than words

Beautiful

2009-09-19T08:34:00.002+08:00

Just so beautiful to me

PUNKD1 - Beautiful

I don't know
If I'm the one for you in this life
I can't help
Hearing my voice calling your name
Cuz when I'm
Trying so hard not to look in your eyes
Maybe I
Have fallen in love with you

I can't so describe
How I'm feeling deep inside
So much more than I can say
With your touch it feels so right
Oh my, you're so near
All the time in this place
For I know in my heart
I'll never let you go
In this lifetime
Do you know why oh baby
Cus you're just so
Beautiful to me

Well tonight
Maybe this time I can hear you breathe
Its alive to see you smile
With those tears in your eyes
They may say

That you're just a girl in this spinning world
In my heart
You're like the world to me

張智成-快樂

快樂　是可以分享的
快樂　需要一些過程
快樂　總是能被記得
因為記憶只留下美好的

你是你自己的作者
何必寫那麼難演的劇本
別怪話說的太多了
我只是不要你不快樂

被愛　應該是幸福的
去愛　沒有想像的愚蠢
相愛　可以非常地單純
因為愛全是與生俱來的

你問　我怎麼那麼神
這些智慧該如何才獲得
愛你　我認識了快樂
它帶我上了難得的一課

有了你開心D　乜都稱心滿意
咸魚白菜也好好味
我與你永共敘　分分鐘需要你
你似是陽光空氣＊

你問　我怎麼那麼神
這些智慧該如何才獲得
愛你　我認識了快樂
它帶我上了難得的一課

Glad to be back on friday night to enjoy the long weekend !

have been hitting the track everyday this week to clock de 50km goal.. plus the free gym n swimming pool for me to use in camp..life seems good somehow..

sometimes i realli dont undertand why..

For years, i've always wanted

cant get u outta my head

2009-09-03T22:47:00.009+08:00

wAndering wOndering

Im here at home when im suppose to be in camp cox of a very long reason.perhaps it's jux a bad timing or perhaps there's more to it than jux the outside.. i really miss this civilian life so much..just doing what i like to do, run when i feel like, sleep whenever i like. but there's just this feeling tt's slowly creeping up. i tot it was just another kid stuff, de yearning and longing for a toy that parents refuses to buy me.. but it's something more something that make my appetite bad, something that distracts me from concentrating..and slowly i realise, you're penetrating my mind..i dunno why but the picture is becoming clearer and clearer..

SHIT! but hanging out with frens do sometimes make the feeling subside for a lil..swimming n dinner 2molo with 4a ppls..good day..and celebration with lip n alan on sat...till then when i know how to reboot my brain..

Martina McBride - I Just Call You Mine

I pinch myself sometimes to make sure I'm not in a dream
That's how it seems
I close my eyes and breathe in the sweetest moments I've ever known
It feels like home
And here I am I want to be your everything
There you are
Turning winter into spring

And everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
Yeah
I just call you mine

I fall apart
Just a word from you just somehow seems to fix
Whatever's wrong
Oh, you reach into the weakest moments
And remind me that I'm strong
You've got to know
I'd be a fool not to see you even worse
To forget that you're more than I deserve

Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're standing ovation after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine

Nothing makes sense when you're not here
As if my whole world disappears
Without you what's the point of it

Cause everyone who sees you
Always want's to know you
And everyone who knows you
Always have a smile
You're the dream that I've been chasin' after years of waiting
For a chance to finally shine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine
Everyone calls you amazing
I just call you mine

Five For Fighting - Chances

Chances are when said and done
Who'll be the lucky ones
Who make it all the way?
Though you say I could be your answer
Nothing lasts forever
No matter how it feels today

Chances are we´ll find a new equation
Chances roll away from me
Chances are all they hope to be

Don't get me wrong I'd never say never
Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you

I´m just a realistic man
A bottle filled with shells and sand
Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you
And though I see us through yeah

Chances are we´ll find two destinations
Chances roll away from me
Still chances are more than expectations
The possibilities
Over me
It´s about the two to one
Lay your money on the ground
until you crash what have you done?
Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you breathe
You gotta cry before you sing

Chances chances

Chances lost are hopes torn up pages
Maybe this time
Chances are we´ll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken
And I can see
Chances are the fascination
Chances won't escape from me
Chances are only what we make them
And all I need

i cant. i just cant

update

2009-08-31T13:14:00.006+08:00

I've confessed to the breeze

im currently reading this book titled 'How to win friends and influence people' by Dale Carnegie..found this meaningful portion to share..

VALUE OF A SMILE
It costs nothing, but creates much.
It enriches those who receive, without impoverishing those who give.
It happens in a flash and the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.
None are so rich they can get along without it, and none so poor but are richer for its benefits.
It creates happiness in the home, fosters good will in a business, and is the countersign of friends.
It is rest to the weary, daylight to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and Nature's best antidote for trouble.
Yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen, for it is something that is no earthly good to anybody till it is given away.
For nobody needs a smile so much as those who have none left to give!

So SMILE =D (give a real smile, a heartwarming smile, a smile that comes from within)

listened to some old songs on my ride to brunei a few weeks ago and found it quite nice..nth much to write but i've much to share =)

Bon Jovi - Always
This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well,I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

1-Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always

2-I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near,
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him
'Cause these words are mine, to say to you
'Til the end of time

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby, if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams, and our old lives,
We'll find a place, where the sun still shines

Reo Speedwagon - Cant Fight This Feeling Anymore
I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet Im still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I cant hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when were together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

And even as I wander Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

THERE YOU GO ! haha..jux returned from 3weeks of brunei anyway..weather there is godlike..reaching 37.5 degrees in de afternoon and freezing cold in the night accompanied with showers here and there..ohh and did i say that high possibility that im going back there in like 2 plus to 3 months time AGAIN ?! -.- ohwell i have my break till sunday..i need to get back to hit the roads again..

TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE HAVING THEIR EXAMS OR HAVING THEM SOON ! all de best to all of youuuuuu ! work hard and believe in urself..leave the rest to sort it out themselves..;)

TO MY FRIENDS WHO JUST STARTED THEIR UNI JOURNEY ! jiayou eyy..dunno what to say also..all the best to future endeavours..

OHHHHH AND ANYONE INTERESTED TO GO DONATE BLOOD?anyone anyone want go then tell me OKKK !

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with

You belong with me...

longing

2009-08-09T15:20:00.002+08:00

You say you're leavin as you look away
I know theres really nothin left to say
Just know i'm here whenever you need me
I'll wait for you

So i'll let you go
I'll set you free
And when you see what you need to see
When you find you come back to me

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
While nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

will you ever know

2009-07-26T10:01:00.003+08:00

what i've ever wanted

There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone.
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
Lord knows dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away.
Hold on, there will be tommorow.
In time you'll find the way.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
That a hero lies in you,
that a hero lies in you.

be strong, girl *:)

misses

2009-07-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

good old days

A Friend is a treasure. More precious than Gold, For love shared is priceless And never grows old.

A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.
- William Shakespeare

A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away.
- Dinah Maria Mulock Craik

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway.
- Fr. Jerome Cummings

A friend is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.
- Frank Crane

A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence.
- Sheryl Condie

A Friendship that's sincere are true. Gives joy like nothing else will do; That's why glad hearts look up and send A prayer of thanks for faithful friends.

oh my frens my lovely frens..why do i miss u all so much suddenly..damn where have all de good days gone to ?? COME BACK TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

To Lead. To Excel, To Overcome

2009-07-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

To make mission impossible possible

I thought I was doing all right being alone
I swore I’d never let somebody get close again
I was never gonna let my guard down
Not for anyone
But there’s a light in your eyes and it’s got me moving’ in
And tonight these walls are all coming down

And my heart is open
I’m letting you in
Cause you give me a reason and the faith I’ve been needing to start again
And your love is healing
I’m finally breathing
I’ve been waiting so long hoping for this moment
My heart is open

These days it seems like everybody’s just walking away
Like there’s no forever and love is just a game
But don’t you know you can believe me when I say that I’m your man

My heart is open
I’m letting you in baby
Cause you give me a reason and the faith I’ve been needing to start again
And your love is healing
I’m finally breathing
I’ve been waiting so long hoping for this moment
My heart is open

I can’t wait anymore, no no
Because I’ve got nothing left to prove
And I’ve got so much left to use
That’s why I’m tearing out the walls and baby I’m kicking down the doors

And your love is healing
Baby, I’m finally breathing
I can hear you calling, I’m ready to fall in love again
My heart is open
My heart is open
My heart is open

Mmmmm
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

walk further, fight stronger, last longer

2009-03-29T10:36:00.002+08:00

pain is good, extreme pain is extremely good

ages since i've typed sumthing here..life has been busy since i've enlisted..painful disgusting dirty sweaty fatigue cramps yet fruitful and precious moments and memories tt will remain embedded..
thoughts tt run thru my mind when in pumping position with a giant fieldpack on our bag, high kneeling on rocks, shivering in cold in de night, when joints n muscles aches as we trudged n bashed thru de forest..all these moments jux made me realise who's the important ones in my life..

lol there's really nth much bout my life i can blogged about since i spent 7 days a week in camp..booking out on sunday afternoon and booking in back on sunday night..hahaa so for those who does read this, dun worry im doing good ! haha basically jux living day by day..currently in commando section leaders course and so life will only gets more fun n joyful down the road..HOHO alot forests and jungles coming up, marsiling, tekong, taiwan, brunei.

for all my frens out there, takkare of urself yo !

Stand Amazed - 33 Miles

i don't really know how long forever is
but that's how long i'm gonna give my life
everything i face, it tries to tear me down
no i won't back away from the sacrifice
i won't forget what you're love means to me
you're always there to light my way

when all the lights go down and the world is quiet
no one is around
i wanna be the same man that will serve you then
like i serve you now
that my convictions never change
o let my need for you remain
as real as the moment i was saved
so i will always stand amazed

sometimes my heart desires such selfish things
when the moment comes help me to trust
something better that you have for me
if i could just hold on to you enough
i won't forget what you're love means to me
you're always there to light my way

when all the lights go down and the world is quiet
no one is around
i wanna be the same man that will serve you then
like i serve you now
that my convictions never change
o let my need for you remain
as real as the moment i was saved
so i will always stand amazed

you will be my strength when i am weak
when i wanna give in and not turn the other cheek
let this be the prayer that i speak
that i speak

when all the lights go down and the world is quiet
no one is around
i wanna be the same man that will serve you then
like i serve you now
that my convictions never change
o let my need for you remain
as real as the moment i was saved
so i will always stand amazed

for HONOR and GLORY

faith

2009-01-05T10:04:00.005+08:00

A faith to live by, a self to live with, and a purpose to live for.
-Bob Harrington

IM down to 4 days left..recently im starting to change my sleeping habit, not necessary the right way but somehow spares me the problem of having nth to do..sleeping earlier and waking up later..hahah

ANYWAY eve of new year went out with ncc ppl..though not many turned up becox of work,project,camps and so on..9 of them came if i rmb correctly..hahahad of lan gaming session beside paradis centre for bout 3 hour before going for our buffet dinner at Hotpot Culture at marina square which ended with some ice cream spamming spree..we ordered a total of more than 30 or 40 cups of ice cream plus 2 chocolate fondue..haha strawberry ice cream x5..at about 8 plus 9, alot ppl alr gathering at the steps outside to camp for de fireworks..we finished at around tt time and went around slacking and to find a spot for watching de fireworks..but ended up somewhere far but with a good view of de fireworks..kinda disappointing though..this year's fireworks seems rather plain compared to past few years..some went home after celebration while 6 of us continued our lan gaming back at de place beside paradis centre..played for about 2 or 3 hours before heading out to find food..it was already 4plus 5..found some 24hour kopitiam, had our breakfast and waited for de first train to go home..

reached home n slept for 2 hours before going out with bro for lunch again..after tt i realli dunno what i do for de rest of de days..no pictures to upload since ive changed to my no-camera phone..

friday went gym in de morning myself before meeting o7s06 ppl for a swim..onli a few ppl though, caixuan,huipeng,a'in,khalis,zen..initially de plan was to swim at jurong swimming complex but changed to tamp..swam around n played for awhile before our lunch at pasta mania..they went out after lunch but i headed home cox i got sumthin to do, forgot what alr..

OHH and SAT was wonderful ! had our secret bbq gathering at some secret place in ahs..gathering was planned by sphinx ppl for me and melvin who are de onli 2 going in army in jan..i was de only one in sphinx goin in jan..haha dunno why also..met at 730 at bedok n bought out stuff at sheng siong before going to sch..laid down de stuff and some of them went to get benches n tables den some of them kena caught by de security and they ran away..a few of us left at de bbq pit..ate n talk n waited for de rest to return..had fun, laughter..zimu started burning dried leaves, junhong burning pingpong balls..went home earlier with hong n guicheng..really appreciated what all of them did..hahah guess it'll be quite some time before all of us can gather around again alr..

sun went to collect my bursary award at kampong chai chee CC..saw aloysius and choon cheng..they gave out filet-o-fish and also our award of 300bucks..hoho money..ceremony lasted only about 30mins starting with talk by lee yi shyan and some photo taking session..headed home..

MONDAY! no plans for today so i guess im gonna rot again..had gathering with almost all my groups of friends alr, namely 4a,07s06,sphinx,07s03/4/6,ncc..only outing i've failed once again for de 5th time is de outing with you..guess there's not much time left alr..we'll meet someday, perhaps..really appreciate these groups of ppl tt added colours into my life..hahaha

i guess this will be the last post of tis blog..maybe i will close it down or maybe jux leave it here or maybe i might jux update it on my army life..hahaa ANYWAY here's this song for you and all of you who reads this..till some other day, we will gather together once again and celebrate..

Daniel Powter [Best Of Me]

I was made the wrong way
won't you do me the right way
where you gonna be tonight
'cause I won't stay too long

maybe you're the light for me
when you talk to me it strikes me
won't somebody help me
'cause I don't feel too strong

Was it something that I said
was it something that I did
or the combination of both that did me in

You know I'm hoping you'll sing along
although it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

Everything's behind you
but the hope still stands beside you
living in every moment
have I wasted all your time

Was there something that I said
was there something that I did
or the combination I broke that did me in

You know I'm hoping you sing along
although it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate the thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of you
baby that's the best of me

You know I'm hoping you sing along
though it's not your favorite song
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say
you know that some of us spin again
when you do, you need a friend
don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me
and I hate to thought of finally being erased
baby that's the best of me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
Yeah, I know there are more important things,
But don't forget to remember me
But don't forget to remember me'

relationships

2008-12-31T09:19:00.002+08:00

Each relationship nurtures a strength or weakness within you.
-Mike Murdock

31st..itz eve of 2009..HAHAA tt means im down to about 9 days to enlistment..all i wanna do is spend these last 9 days with all de precious frens n family of mine..haha allow me to enjoy these few days pls..i wun forget all of you out here..ok maybe some but im sure u all will rmb me..HAHAA jk..precious memories tt will stay embedded..

OUTING with ncc ppl later on..nth more to say bout this bunch of guys..absolutely fabulous..am so glad tt i joined ncc and met these baskets tt made my life so much more interesting n exciting..haha shall enjoy the last moments of 2008 with them later..

went town to shop with alan n sien ytd but ended up buying nth..ate lunch at PU TIEN which was exp but super nice..walked around after tt, slacked, talked and went over to marina barrage to see scenery..hahaha found our place for fireworks watching TODAY ! haha shiok..blowed wind for almost 1 hour and went back to cityhall for dinner..alan left early to eat with family leaving me n sien at Shokudo..home sweet home..

much more to come today..jurong swimming complex on fri..SHIOK !

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麼人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错
望著天空爱是否活在童话裏头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞 Oh--
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍著痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我
擦乾眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麼多
我会幸福吗在什麼时候 Oh—

Friendships

2008-12-28T10:29:00.002+08:00

A faithful friend is a strong defense: and he that hath found one hath found a treasure.
-Bible

made up my mind ytd..guess tt's de best way out..hoho anyway christmas has ended a few days ago and new year eve is coming..sooon will be enlistment which is 12 days from now..hoho bought my phone,watch,specs..left with alarm clock n lock n some other stuff..

let me dream, again

我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽已长成蔓藤缠著我的生命
在你的未来缺席像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

Perfect

2008-12-24T18:05:00.003+08:00

Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better take things as they come along with patience and equanimity.
-Carl Jung

OOOOOOOOOOH 4A chalet is jux wonderful..frens i've not met for ages..so long so long ago..nth hav changed..wonderful company this holiday..wonderful times i've had before enlisting..haha wonderful wonderful..frens worth cherishing..frens oh frens..

had 07s06 gathering also on de day chalet ended..everyone went over to chee keen's house..had dinner n gift exchange n a good time taking photos..haha special thks to huipeng,shihui,caixuan for de cards n pressie they made for us..haha and lydia for her tortoise..

went over to lens men to collect my army specs tis afternoon..rain was pouring away when i left home but was only a drizzle when i reached parkway..collected my specs and suddenly rmb hannah was working there so went up to hav a look..stood outside the window looking but dint manage to see her though..was already dam hungry at tt time cox i skipped lunch..wanted to buy old chang kee but de queue was super long so i headed home..

meeting with some 4a ppl again 2molo to visit the shitface clinton at coffee bean..haha more to come..ITS 15 DAYS LEFT FOR ME..RUNNING RUNNING RUNNING OUT OF TIME !!

pictures may be uploaded when i feel like it..not uploading for de time being..hahaa OH AND I.P MAN IS AWESOME ! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED !!!! MORE TO COME !! ...

And I’m so lonely you’re not here with me
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home
And you’re you’re the only face I wanna see
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home

rounding up, summing up, finish up

2008-12-21T08:28:00.002+08:00

A contented mind is the greatest blessing a man can enjoy in this world.
-Joseph Addison

OFF TO CHALET ! EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ! SPREAD LOVE IN THIS SEASON OF LOVE! wooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever known
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't you make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me si tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
Santa won't you bring me the one I
really need - won't you please
bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever you
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...

All I want for Christmas is you baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby

Unanswered questions

2008-12-18T18:54:00.002+08:00

All my life I believed I knew something. But then one strange day came when I realized that I knew nothing, yes, I knew nothing.

days and years have passed, but nth changed. anw i supposed im gonna shut down this blog sometime soon..itz jux too much for me..reminder of a dream that was wilting even as it was budding...

ANW monday went to de zoo with 5 other frens for de first time in many many years..seeeeen alot alot n i supposed all of de zoo's animals except for hunting dog n lion who stayed inside because of the rain..my frens and i took more than 200 pictures and im realli lazy to upload them here..realli had fun there, memories i've had so many years ago at the zoo was jux unforgetable and im gonna rmb this zoo trip too..

went for ncc chalet on tues night..met alan and sayyien at bedok before taking a bus over..itz at SAF holiday chalet.. BIG, SPACIOUS and also abit spooky..hahaa first day was rather pathetic with onli 5 person in total..1 left at night and so there's onli 4 person left..played cards, watched movie till 3plus before turning in and 4 of us decided to squeeze in together in a room..woke up at 7plus to watch <<28 weeks later>> myself..realised de movie quarantined was jux like another version of tt show..they woke up later at about 11 and 2 more went off after lunch leaving me and sayyien alone at the BIG, SPACIOUS and also abit spooky chalet..rented mahjong set from de office and taught him de basics..wenguang joined us at about 3 plus followed by jinghui n kayhowe at 6plus..more came afterwards, justinn,alan,dennis,daryl..2 left after 11plus and de rest of de time was jux mahjong n horror movies..had water bomb war at around 2plus 3 in de morning..haha it was fun, fun and jux fun..backstabbed, chased, attacked, mugged, whacked..

basically this 3 days was ALL about SUBWAY..first night's dinner,2nd morning's breakfast,2nd night's supper..Mahjong, Movie, Water bomb war..fun, fun and jux fun..

another chalet coming up on sunday..2more days..gym n swimming 2molo and im gonna make my army specs sooon..afterall its jux 21days left..this is de first year which i dont look forward to christmas and new year eve..dunno why but i've jux lost the will to have hope anymore..i supposed with no hope in de first place, there will not be disappointment..

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

out of reach

2008-12-16T09:24:00.003+08:00

Before your dreams can come true, you have to have those dreams.
-Dr. Joyce Brothers

Always aim for the sky,
for if u fall,
u will land among the clouds
Always aim for the moon,
for if u fall,
u will land among the stars

running running

2008-12-13T08:58:00.002+08:00

Trying is a part of failing. If you are afraid to fail then you're afraid to try.
-Mrs. Cunningham

tissue boxes on my bed

seriously wondering where my nose trying to run to..running running and running running running..hope my nose stops running before de zoo trip if not de animals' nose gonna start running too !

I Will Remember You [Sarah McLachlan]

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

Dios tarda pero no olvida

2008-12-12T15:11:00.002+08:00

Beware the fury of a patient man.
-John Dryden

i think all consistent late-comers should be excecuted..they are basically wasting other people's life without knowing it or worst if deliberately wasting ppl's life, knowingly..wad's up with the late genes in people nowadays..

some quotes for you bastards who everytime make me wait like a fool.. lol

Better three hours too soon than a minute too late.
-William Shakespeare

I could never think well of a man's intellectual or moral character, if he was habitually unfaithful to his appointments.
-Nathaniel Emmons

If I have made an appointment with you, I owe you punctuality, I have no right to throw away your time, if I do my own.
-Richard Cecil

Strict punctuality is perhaps the cheapest virtue which can give force to an otherwise utterly insignificant character.
-John F. Boyes

The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it.
-Franklin P. Jones

zzz ok tts quite enuf for u bastards..haha i sometimes really dont understand why some ppl know they are gonna be late if they wake up at 730 but still set their alarm clock at 800.. -.- while some bothers to sms or call to tell de early birds they're gonna be late, some jux come at their own time, thinking tt it is perfectly normal for others to wait for them, without even saying sorry, im late..

anw wed was jux a lunch out with a few ncc ppl at bedok..and a lan session at de rubbish place with rubbish ah lian/beng..im not going back there..not much of shit, basically a shitty day..

thurs was shiok..had a morning run with cs,zl,gs at tamp stadium before swimming..haha swimming with lesser people is much more effective as compared to a large group and ending up fighting and playing..sun tanned for a while before going to meet sayyien at tamp mrt, met ziqi at bedok mrt and went town to shop for sayyien's gift..walk around at cityhall area, had our lunch at suntec's pasta mania..simple amazed at how ziqi turned pasta mania into 'war noodle'..haha only a few person knows whats war noodle anw..played arcade, walk around and went make-a-bear shop to make thingy..no stock so we hafta go over to plaza sing to mkae it..met alan,dennis along de way and went over..waited for them to finish their meals while we saw more n more transparent shirts walking around..new trend ? hahaha went up to make his hello kitty bear..had a hard time choosing de name for his rubbish kitty though..walked around for awhile more before heading to lan session again -.- 3hour onli $4.. HOW CHEAP ! wooohoooo we gonna go back soooon without kayhowe..ok jk.. reached home at 10plus..talked online for awhile before goin sleep..

Today went gym with yk in de morning..lucky i manages to poach someone to go..if not i'll end up alone once again..had our lunch at tamp foodcourt tt jux re-opened not long ago i guess..hahaa met my bro at tamp int before heading home..

ZOOO SOOOON! most probably sun or monday as said..LETS GO ZOO ZOO ZOO ! EVERYBODY GO ZOO ZOO ZOO ! ok..utopia having some war..shall go fight now..more to come, SOON ! oh and btw im not uploading de rest of de prom photos already..friendster n facebook is screwing up and blogger is troublesome..

This Everyday Love by RASCAL FLATTS

Its ordinary plain and simple
Typical, this everyday love
Same 'ol, same ol keeping it new
(Same 'ol/This everyday love)
Emotional, so familiar
Nothing about it too peculiar
Oh, but I cant get enough
Of this everyday love

spork ? HAHA

2008-12-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

Cheerfulness in most cheerful people, is the rich and satisfying result of strenuous discipline.
-Edwin P. Whipple

stay cheerful everyone ! life is great ! maybe..

HAHAA anw ytd night was woooooooooolala ! a run in de night at bedok reservoir accompanied with a slight drizzle sure is refreshing..but old injuries sure suck..my ankle seems like a lil bit swollen already plus de hole in de bone siva punctured..oo anyhow it was sorta refreshing n freezing..

this morning woke up at 7,but didnt wanna get out of bed until 8..went gym with wx n gab..saw jonneh de big neh boy..seriously much more bigger compared to his already big neh last time..hahaa went for a swim after gym..swimming for one lap is so much more tiring den swimming 30 laps in de past..hahaa crap suntanned for like 1 hour before goin tm for lunch..pasta mania aka creamy chicken plus alot cheese..lol shiok !

oooooooo and im still on de book Kite runner i've chanced upon during my visit to library tt time..for you 4 5683 968 times over..hahah who wanna run a kite for me ? plss ? you? you? or youu?

ANYWAY im lazy to post prom pictures already..gotten a few new ones but not all yet..so check out my facebook or friendster sooon for other pictures..i MIGHT upload them when i feel like it..hahaa

oh and did i tell u tt oldies are nicee?

Baby, I'd love you to want me
The way that I want you
The way that it should be
Baby, you'd love me to want you
The way that I want to
If you'd only let it be

Souperlicious

2008-12-08T09:44:00.010+08:00

I can feel the wind go by when I run. It feels good. It feels fast.
-Evelyn Ashford

wooohooooo jux a random quote i found since i cant find any other nicer ones to share..hahah everyone start exercising regularly ! keep ur body fit n healthy n in perfect shape..ola

a Ncc outing ytd with alan, sayyien, ziqi..dun realli rmb where we go cox we were practically chionging from one place to another..basically onli Bugis, Velocity and Central..hahaa some korean food for lunch at Velocity square 2 accompanied with some korean stars tt came in for lunch after some shit performances..hahaa so many girls were standing outside looking into the restaurant, like wtf..nvm head over to central to walk around before goin over to bugis..had our dinner at Souperlicious..de soup tastes great at first except for some cheese chicken or wad with blue cheese tt almost made me puke..disgusting..

not much shit actually..most of the time we were jux talking n walking along de way..not realli shopping but more of wandering around since alan de feg dun wanna go minds cafe..wanted to go bedok princess to play lan game but de person n de counter was dumb..[signing up new membership costs $1 but replacement of membership is $3 so who will wanna replace? rather make new one] zzz anw dint play in de end when everyone went home..had a few game with alan n sayyien after reaching home before turning in at around 1plus?

woke up at 7 again today,slacked on bed till bout 9..today will be a boring day..running at night most probably at bedok reservoir..lol army sooon..Uncommon place, Uncommon people..

Somemore prom pics tt i've received n koped..

hassan,eugene,me

me n eugene in hassan house toilet..lol

sweetong,has,lydia,me,eugene

07s06

lydia,me,xinyi..dunno why de picture cannot turn..it jux keeps turning back

lydia and me

got a few more photosss but i jux dont see them online..maybe next time..haha !! comeon i wan my photos lehhhh..haha

NO songs verses today cox i dont hav any nice ones to quote from..lol jux find this kinda nice..

Toblerone & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on

wonderful

2008-12-06T11:03:00.005+08:00

A thousand words will not leave so deep an impression as one deed.
-Henrik Ibsen

Soccer ytd afternoon at kallang cage !!haha surprising since itz my first time there..got a total of 10 ppl enjoying ourselves there..played bare feet and kena a hole in my right foot as a result becox of siva's studded boots.zzz anyhow itz funnnnnn ! singing along while running after ball..haha

had lunch at KFC with free flow drinks..had our fill before returning home..rest for awhile before heading to school for guitar concert..cleared my locker and we went for a movie at CS..initially watching bolt then they wanted to watch sexdrive but we watched quarantine eventually..HIGHLY RECOMMENDED TO THE STRONGHEARTED..test ur courage with this movie..at first thought i was able to tahan this shit but somehow i cant when de story approaches the ending..!(*#^&)*!$^%*!@*($^!%

reached home at 11+ and talked on msn till quite late before falling asleep..goood day..today is a free day..shall continue with my book tt i've borrowed from de library last week and im nowhere near the ending..hahaha

some pictures taken ytd as well as new prom pic i've received..

a pretty sports car tt got blocked by the cycling uncle

at de changing room after soccer session

hassan,me,eadelin

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

splendid

2008-12-05T08:20:00.017+08:00

which little piggy went to market ?
-newyorknewyork

YOU!

was suppose to run n swim at tamp ytd but woke up with aches all over..most likely becox of de gym session on wed..so decided not to go..my frens went ahead thou..met them after their swim to go hassan's house to collect our stuff..was raining elephants n giraffes n hippopotamuses so slacked around at his house till it got smaller..watched cartoon network, discovery channel and got kicked down sofa by dg.. -.-

went home to rest b4 goin out again to meet them for dinner at town..walked around n saw Ms Yue, the chinese teacher..hahaa walked walked but eventually walked back to Newyork Newyork..first time eating theree n its SHIOK !..here's de pic of de giant YANKEE burger my frens attempted..

1quarter of de burger is almost de size of ur head

feggot face dg playing with candy floss

lol enjoy myself...seriously im enjoying life, especially these few days..haha hope life gets even better !!

today was suppose to hav gym session but sandra hasnt say anything so hahaa.class outing cancelled because response's poor..so its SOCCER TIME at kallang..woohooooo SHIOK !hahaha goin out sooon..will update sooon since im getting de blogging feeling back..HAH ! anw some other prom photos i've gotten..more to come !

Christabella !

yewwee the macho

rebecca

jiahui

at hassan's house with feg dg

tsk dg again

tsk again

crazy feg

bamboo shoots

only 3 person de head nvr kena cut ! HOHOHO !

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

UNLEASH THE GANDA

2008-12-03T14:49:00.017+08:00

The secret of happiness is to admire without desiring.
-Francis H. Bradley

oooooo had prom night on monday night at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel..went over to hassan's house with a bunch of ppl to slack n change b4 goin over to de hotel for prom..it was fun looking at how joey style his hair for de first time..haha many ppl lend their helping hands, improving his hair bits by bits..and it's him who made everyone else wait for him when he spend hours in front on de mirror..

anw prom was okay okay only..food was urghh shitty except for de SHARK FIN SOUP tt onli halal tables have tts good..hahaa lucky me for sitting at halal table..sabo-ed ppl to go up stage for games n got sabo-ed myself nevertheless..was suppose to dance with a girl tt i chose..of cox i chose lydia who was de most daring one from my class..hahaa CRAP..i was made to stay back after de other guys went down stage to do some stupid thing becox my name very funny..-.- nvm i got a teddy bear in return..

TOOOOOOK alot of photos with all my frens, and also ppl i dunno..WOOOHOOOO ! some photos, more others to be uploaded soon when i get them..

Huipeng

Timothy

Sweetong

the ballroom

s03 guys acting cool

the basketball,soccer,dota,counterstrike,pool,outing gang from diff class

and we initally wanted to go zouk for post prom shit but de queue was so dam long and it was 20bucks..so we thought of going clarke quay to find some pub to drink..but went to arena club which was sajc post prom anyway..lol queue wasnt tt long and wasnt as crowded and most importantly, NO SMOKERS..at least i nvr see anyone smoking inside..FIRST TIME entering a club and had vodka sprite and went 'dancing'..lol dun realli like tt place but it a new experience though..stayed there till 4 which de thing ended..we left and stayed at mac till about 5 plus before returning home by the MRT..saw a few frens from other schools which are having prom tt day also..already dam tired when i reached home but it was FUN..some photos taken during post prom n after..

on our way to arena

Along the river

keith n some others behind

river opp mrt

DC at mac

MORE photos to be uploaded soooooooooooooon..

anyway today went gym..suppose to be with a fren but he fell asleep so i ended up at de gym alone..did only 4 sets n 1km run..long time since i've gymmed so i suppose tts a great start?? running 2molo, anyone wanna JOIN ME ? hahaaa gym on fri again with sandra n other dragonboaters..weird dam weird when she suddenly ask us out for gym..lol but i most likely goin UBIN with MY CLASS on friday also...HAHAHA SHIOK CLASS OUTING SHIOK !!!! seeeeee how uh..class more important!! hahaa till then..

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Bondings

2008-12-01T08:16:00.009+08:00

The crest and crowning of all good, Life's final star, is Brotherhood.
-Edwin Markham
There is a destiny that makes us brothers, No one goes his way alone; All that we send into the lives of others, Comes back into our own.
-Edwin Markham

lifetime brothers i've made thru NCC..relationships tt nvr fades..allow everyone of us to cherish this bonding, while we move on in life, together.

following is the failed attempt of photo session by us during the chalet..enjoy..

note:these are all de attempts of phototaking and also all the failed attempts..thus it jux shows how successful we guys are, at phototaking..LOL

Anyway, had my haircut at OKINAWA for prom..some 10dollar 10min shop near my house..lol bought myself a NEW WATCH ! a 15dollar army watch to prepare for entering NS soooooon, real sooon..went 85market for dinner with my family..had 2 bowls of bahchor mee, stingray, watermelon/honeydew sago, ice chengteng, sugarcane juice..hahaa my stomach almost exploded..but itz nice sitting down as a family eating together..

thinking alot these few days..maybe i've really been over demanding from people around me..my life is already great compared to many others..with my family n frens, there's really nth much i shuld ask for or complain about..maybe i shuld learn how to cherish those around me more..in these season of love, LET OUR LIVES BE FILLED WITH LOVE, SPREAD UR LOVE AROUND !!

525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear.
525,600 minutes - how do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee.
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
In 525,600 minutes - how do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How
about love? Measure in love.
Seasons of love.

Beautiful Liar ?

2008-11-29T16:21:00.011+08:00

It's what you do, unthinking, that makes the quick tear start; The tear may be forgotten -- but the hurt stays in the heart. -Ella Higginson

i just dont understand why u bother saying things when u dont mean it at all..why bother giving hopes when u know u're gonna break them later..anw it seems like u have made ur choice..all de best to u..

NCC CHALET

hohohoooooooooooooo jux came back from NCC CHALET..a nice time together with the ever fun bunch of people of different types, crazy,quiet,honest,smelly,friendly,stupid,retarded..lol simply fun, fun and more fun !

first day [thurs]
was supposed to meet at noon at downtown, but was abit late.but anyway most others were late also..slacked around, played psp, played cards till around dinner time where we started bbq..most of us stayed inside the room thou while some cooked for us outside..enjoyed the food though there's not much to eat..but was glad that most of them came over..it's has been long since we've gathered together..i somehow miss the days in de past..lol went for MAC to eat errrm i suppose dinner..lol had my first n failed attempt on MEGA MAC SPICY meal which liptat bought for me..zz -.-

p.s we dint book the bbq pit =X

went back to de chalet for more PSP n CARDS..wanted to sleep but not enuf space for everyone so some of us went out to play cards at de bbq pit table..haha so 4 person were outside at about 3am to about 5am, playing,talking and listening to songs..

Went for breakfast at MAC again before going back to the chalet for a nap till about 9 plus 10 when liptat started going crazy and rolled over all of us to wake us up..hahaha slacked n slacked till noon...then we went for lunch at Fish n Co express..it was my first time eating there ! haha shiok though itz very oily..hahaa went back to the chalet and actually was supposed to go swimming but in the end dint, cox the sun is jux crazy..some slept while some continued playing..then we had some fun time at the arcade playing photohunting and childish games..went out for 'ownself fry' dinner outside..hahahaa 8 of us went over to simpang to had our supper then played at Crossfire for about 2 hours till about 12plus, only to find out tt de last bus is already GONE !! waited for bus10 instead to tamp int..walked back from tamp int to de chalet..chatting along de way, accompanied by the beautiful night sky with zealous stars..hahaa itz was indeed a rare sight in singapore..evedryone was already beat when we reached back at the chalet and most of us jux fell asleep after a while..

woke up in de morning and cleared up before checking out..realli enjoyed the chalet..thks alot to everyone who played a part to make this chalet possible..special thks to some of them for cooking and to kh for sponsoring us the bbq food..and wenyong for booking the chalet and many of them nvr pay him i think..hahaha anyway here's some random photos i've taken during chalet..

2am plus when we are walking back..

more photos to be uploaded sooooon..

From the moment that we met
My world was turned around
Upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory for keeping you around
Girl I thought that you were mine
But my broken hearts been shattered
One too many times
And I don’t want to see you anymore
I’m just not that strong
I love it when you’re here,
But I’m better when you’re gone
I’m certain that I’ve given and oh how you can take
There’s no use in you looking
There’s nothing left for you to break

fingers to ur lip

2008-11-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

It is more noble by silence to avoid an injury than by argument to overcome it
-Francis Beaumont.

perhaps i shuld learnt to remain silent until my mind is in gear, before i say anything in de future..but sometimes keeping everything inside jux dont feel nice..but i cant believe i've once again type those bullshits i've typed this morning..it have been long since i've did tt..

maybe if u learn to think from other ppl's perspective..maybe if i can be more understanding..maybe jux a lil more effort..

It takes more time and effort and delicacy to learn the silence of a people than to learn its sounds.
-Ivan Illich

sleepless night

2008-11-26T07:17:00.006+08:00

Being sorry is the highest act of selfishness, seeing value only after discarding it.
-Doug Horton

it was a long night..eyes closed but still aware of everything in de surrounding..clock's ticking, de fan blowing..i realise i've fallen too deep into this thing, to de extent tt i will get affected by every words u say or dont..

thought about our past, when i first get to know u..nice times never last..4 years have passed, there's only this one picture of u and me..de picture tts my alarm picture, de one i will always see first when i wake up..so many things i've wanted to do, taking my chance and hoping, jux hoping..but nth much have changed since then..de feeling of getting my hopes up and watching them fall everytime..looking forward to de times we could hav spent together, onli to be slapped with disappointment each time..but i'm already fallen too deep into this thing..4 5683 968

u were my source of strength n motivation during times when im down..u will never believe how many times i took out my phone for de past few months to look at ur pic, telling myself i have to endure n perservere..maybe it sounds stupid but tts wad i did..anyway this song came to my mind..

Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/a5 ]

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining
your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cuz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

From Dennis's post:

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you’ve already figured out

I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing
With a broken heart that’s still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on
I’m barely holdin’ on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I’m an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they’re still looking for life

I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing
With a broken heart that’s still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on
I’m barely holdin’ on to you

I’m hangin’ on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I’m hangin’ on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing
With a broken heart that’s still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on
I’m barely holdin’ on to you
So I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on

Every word you said,
meant so much to me

Reasons or Excuses

2008-11-25T20:41:00.002+08:00

An excuse is worse than a lie, for an excuse is a lie, guarded.

so afterall my bad feeling was right after all.. n yepp i am now able to complete de phrase 'cox everytime i get my hope up and... watch them fall again and again' HAH ohwell..reversible words or maybe u jux dont mean wad u say..

went out to town with my parents today..saw frens tt i've not seen for so long..had lunch at jack's place and somehow the musics there are all so nice..love songs tt i may not ever get a chance to sing to you..went around walking n shopping..tried out some shirts n stuff..

i realli dunno wad i should or can say anymore..

But I can't spell it out for you,
No, it's never gonna be that simple

You're the strongest girl i've ever seen

2008-11-23T08:54:00.012+08:00

The way you get meaning into your life
is to devote yourself to loving others,
devote yourself to creating something
that gives you purpose and meaning
-Morrie

I love you but i cant say that i always understand you..those pictures left a wierd feeling inside of me..how should i feel ? wad should i have said? wad can i do?

Went out again with my frens ytd to bugis for de third time tis week straight in a row..after tt we went over to peninsula to look for shoes n cheap casual clothes..everyone got something for themselves and i've got myself a t-shirt !! haha it's been so long since i bought something for myself.ohhh and there's de funny china man at this Federer sports shop who brightened up our day..telling us that we should not care what size the shoe is..lol we should've jux taken a video of this funny shit guy..after shopping until bout 8plus, we headed over to have our dinner at some makansutra place near esplanade n my frens started rating my jokes out of 10.. i failed most of de time thou, getting like 0,1,2,3,4 out of 10.. HAHA but at least i tried..im a funny guy, maybe.. here's some pictures from thurs,fri and sat..

shy guys..lol joey waving frantically..

2nd shot..yongkeat getting angry pointing to my camera..

wait until neck long long lo

still waiting

the building is moving !!

Dinggeng posing for de camera..lol ugly pose thou..

our caps say it all

LOL this guy got too obsessed with gaming..or maybe stressful Singapore drove him nuts

lol zanpaktou slinged over his back

I see your face in every flower,
your eyes in stars above.
It's just the thought of you,
the very thought of you,
my love
-Ray Noble

ORANGE for YOU

2008-11-22T09:24:00.002+08:00

oooo SO ORANGEY ! hahaha anyway IM UPDATING AGAIN..cox itz jux too boring..i feel like i've lost de touch of blogging after so long..

ANYWAY, A's is finally over and im both glad and not..hope it will turn out better den what i'm expecting..ohwell but itz FUN NOW !!! ended on thurs and was supposed to go for some class outing but in de end went out with de bunch of guys from s03,s04 to play basketball in de end..went home after lunch to start gaming..hahaa it's been months since i've touched any games..SHIIOOOOOOOOOK. went out with Alan de bodoh at around 6pm to shop for present for HIS err... lol from marina to suntec and back to marina den to suntec den WALK to bugis and to orchard, TAKA, Far east..but by the time we reached orchard, most shops were already closing and he haven found anything to buy yet so we were practically rushing around hoping some shops haven close..BUT so sad too bad for him.. TIRED day but it was nice n relaxing day away from de books, catching up with this bodoh while shopping..hahaa

FRIDAY which was ytd was MORE SHIOK ! ran at tamp stadium at aroung 8 myself cox the others are all lazy bums..haha got breathless in less than 6 rounds ahha..then had a swimming (water playing) session for almost 3hours at tamp swimming complex..3 people at first, with 4 more joining us a while later, den got 2 more..so there was 9 crazy guys whacking n wrestling each other in de pool..hahah ganging people, water slap n splash n riding on people, water fountain attack..it was all FUN FUN FUN ! hahaha but most of us ended up sunburnt, looking like red lobster afterwards and a burning sensation on our shoulders n face NOW..haha had lunch at ajisen raaaaaaaaaamen and went shopping for prom stuff n casual stuff after tt at bugis..rubbish place, walked for like 1 hour plus and end up in burger king slacking, looking at how young ahlians outside pose n smoke.. -.- anyway guys realli hate girls who smoke..waited like 1 hour for 2 more guys to come, walked around for awhile more before heading home..and itz back to gaming..oooooo hope my eyesight wun get worse anymore..

MANY MORE ACTIVITIES COMING UP !!! wooohoooooooooo so looking forward to de OUTING with you..hahhaha ohh and NCC chalet coming up soooooooon oso..and there's PROM too..

i jux got this bad feeling again..cox everytime i get my hope up and...

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
a wonderwall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
is the one right where you are

Questionaire -.-

2008-07-03T22:29:00.005+08:00

1.What do you think of the world we're living in now?
~not really sure..sometimes it sux sometimes it nice..mixed feelings..

2.Who is/are more important to you? friends or gf?
~ both are equally important..

3.Who are the people you trust the most?
~ Family and frens..if i dont trust you, you're not my fren.

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ not really

5.What do you think of YOURSELF?
~ average..not good enuf thou..need some serious self discipline..

6.What would u do if u are left with the last 24hrs?
~spend the time with my loved ones and say what i wanna say before running around bermuda triangle..

7.What is your goal for this year?
~ complete prelims and A's fully prepared..

8.Do you believe in eternal love?
~ not really..

9.What feeling do you love the most?
~ Happiness

10.What are the requirements of your the other half?
~ nothing particularly..she will be if she is..i dont require her to be something that matches my requirements..but perhaps jux someone who love me for who i am..

11.List the best moments in your life.
~14th feb 2008

12.What do you hate most?
~ People looking down on me..

13.Between love and money?
~ Love

14.What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
~ Eyes and hair (looks)
~ Strong Character

15.Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
~ Tall, competitive, hardworking, Disciplined, Violent

16.Who can you not live without?
~ Family

17.If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
~ My wishes will come true everytime i make a wish

18.What do you want most for your birthday.
~ You

19.What's ur definition of love?
~ I dont think i can define it ? perhaps about believing, trust, faith

20.Do you believe in dreams come true?
~ If quesion 17 holds true..

Instructions: Remove 1 ques from above and add in your personal ques. Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all the lucky 8. (:

Remove: 15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
My question: Who should you love? the one who love you or the one you love? (assuming itz 2 different person)

im sorry but i jux randomed tagg anyone thats comes to mind =D
Aloysius
Clarice
Clinton
Poline
Raudha
Yiling

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and here's a blog..http://rosetiara.livejournal.com..helping a fren to advertise haha..girls shuld check this out and guys can too, if u want..

misses

ended

2008-06-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

holidays ended..

jiayou

memories

2008-06-15T23:28:00.004+08:00

oo wad a week..3rd week of holidays juz zooooooooooooooomed past..

1st week was filled with rubbish n retarded lectures n make ups..dun realli rmb wad my second week was about..

3rd week started with ncc chalet at downtown..it has been so long since we come together to play n talk cock n fight n gang alan.. it like 364 days seperating every ncc chalet and it falls nicely around alan birthday everytime so he gets to enjoy this special treatment..HAHAA took alot photos n none of them were formal despite de attempts..fun shots are way nicer n more natural n posing for photos, i think.. ooo anyway itz already over so we can only wait for next year..dunno whether we will still get a chance to get together after most of us enters ns..hope so !!

4th week..last week of holidays..dun think will hav any more times for catching up n slacking around after school starts.. wonder how this week will end up like ?

revision n stuff is getting somewhere yet nowhere..did revision for chem n summaries, doing bio worksheets as a form of revision and maths stats paper..totally ignored retarded econs thou i know i've gonna start on it sooner or later..oo im worrying for maths, econs and gp..im trying to read straits times but sometimes itz jux so boring..anyone knows a shortcut to good grades in gp ?? hmmmmmmmm

a run at bedok reservoir every 4 days at night..timing still around 20mins for 4.3km..aiming for lower timing before napfa comes..the pull up bar at home jux gave way and fell, with my bums landing on de floor..it wuld hav been serious if i landed a different way..lucky me

time is running short..how long can my battery last? hah wish i hav de discipline of yours.. -.-

chanced upon this photo in joel's friendster..haha dunno when he took it de but it sure looks ancient !

im tired..still got a 4hour bio lecture 2molo at 9am..off i go..chalet photos up on friendster sooon..

time to time

CHALET

2008-06-09T11:38:00.004+08:00

im going off chalet soooooooooooooooooon..woohoooo ! a break off de boring lecture notes n hmwrksss..

ohhhh and i've some new nice songs tt i've jux gotten recently..lazy to paste out de lyrics thou.. jux check it out if u got time.. [because you love me] celine dion, [inconsolable] backstreet boys, [cry on my shoulders] dunno who, [Better now][From time to time] rascal flatts...rascal flatts jux too nice...

actually ytd i was wondering wad a blog is for..as in for me..izzit for me to blog about de happenings around me so i can rmb next time? or to blog for others to see?or write jux for blogging..actually all does not make sense to me..

if you noticed
all of these are jux meant for you

i need some POWER !

2008-06-04T13:28:00.002+08:00

woohooo interesting week coming up..fri with a class outing and NCC chalet next monday to wed..hahaha

anyway itz around 5 more months to freedom..before our head goes botak, no.4 on, long green socks on, boots on, gutters on, full pack on, jockey cap on, BMT HERE WE COME ! hohoho lets hope all de friends get together and enjoy.. awww how i miss those ncc days..hahahahaha soooon sooooooon soooooooooooooon..

ohh and i've decided..8 years down de road. de special day, special moment, special gift..

03052016

Long to be

2008-05-31T10:00:00.001+08:00

Close To You - Carpenters

you, only you

mixed feelings

2008-05-25T20:38:00.004+08:00

ehhh this one is the Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 i was talking about..hahaa beautiful car..

jux watched channel 8 de charity show for de sichuan earthquake..heartbreaking scenes n speeches n songs..i wonder where's all de gods? gods tat everyone believe in.. gods that everyone say is so almighty so all-powerful.. where are all de gods when the ppl need u so much.. if god realli love de people, they should love them regardless whether they believe in them or not..if they onli love people who believe in them, they dont deserve to be god.. will a parent say they dont love their children and send them to hell because their children are not filial and do things tt break de parents heart? where are you ? GOD ? save them from de sufferings if you exist.. practice unconditional love pls..those blood and tears are not necessary..

eyy i dunno wad to say..dunno wad i am doing nowadays.. dunno what im thinking..dunno what i should realli do or say..i realli wish to see you but am i harming u by asking u out? u seems busy, busy with ur own life..i realli want to but u seem happy now..

actually from ur pictures i dunno whether im happy or not..im supposed to be since u're enjoying urself but dere's jux a lil feeling tt's jux not so nice..hah perhaps, maybe..

i do and i dont.. i want and i dont.. im happy and im not.. im sad and i am ..

too serious too soon

I wonder where you are
I wonder what you're thinking of tonight
I wonder
Maybe you're alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder

I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you
Maybe you've got scared
Maybe I had nothing else to say
But I love you

So baby, now my life's a mess
'Cause I couldn't love you any less

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

Too soon...

It's not right, it's not fair
Missing you, baby, cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
We got too serious too soon
I wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
And now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
We got too serious too soon

i wonder

See me through

2008-05-18T23:17:00.005+08:00

ooooooooo..i saw this wonderful car this morning on Straits time.. Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4..omg hahaa i lazy to find de picture to post online..i tink if u search on yahoo can find uh..hahaa

anyway i've got a few rascal flatts songs again..thks to ah hong..lol i'll share them with everybody.. guys RASCAL FLATTS is de new god of country pop.. haha ADMIT IT !!

Waiting all my life

Everybody needs it
Everybody wants it
Everybodys searching for someone
Been down a thousand highways
I never though would end
Baby, Ive been

Waiting all my life to find you
Always been one step behind you
Your love babe
Ive been waiting all my life

I was tired of waiting
Every night was praying
Everyday would be the day Id find you
I grew so impatient, how long would it take
To know you were out there somewhere
Somewhre waiting, wondering just like me

Ive been waiting all my life to love you
All that time I was dreaming of you
Your love babe
Ive been waiting all my life

And did I lose faith, did I lose heart
Maybe I did, but I never lost my way
To where you are - Ive been

Waiting all my life to find you
Always been one step behind you
Your love babe
Ive been waiting all my life

Ive been waiting all my life to love you
All that time I was dreaming of you
Your love babe
Ive been waiting all my life

Your love Ive been waiting
Your love Ive been waiting all my life

All my life, all my life

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Love another day

It's 3 AM and you're still wide awake
Wondering how much more your broken heart can take
All he left you with was shattered dreams
I know it's hard to see right now, it's not as bad as it seems

You'll live to love another day
Happiness is on it's way
Hold on
It won't be long
I know the pain you're living in
Sometimes you've got to lose to win
It's okay
Don't you worry baby
We all live to love another day

I know you say you've lost your faith in love
And it's not written in the stars above
I wouldn't tell you anything but the truth
I've been where you are
And I'm living proof

You'll live to love another day
Happiness is on it's way
Hold on
It won't be long
I know the pain you're living in
Sometimes you've got to lose to win
It's okay
Don't you worry baby
We all live to love another day

What's here right now didn't come to stay
The sun is gonna rise again and the clouds will roll away
Believe me when I say

You'll live to love another day
Happiness is on it's way
Hold on, hold on
I know the pain you're living in
Sometimes you've got to lose to win
It's okay
Don't you worry baby
We all live to love another day

Don't you worry baby
We all live to love another day

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAHAH if u like den get it from me online..wooohoooo some others recommended songs from him.. Help Me Remember / How Strong Are You Now / It's not supposed to go like that ENJOY !!

I only miss you part of de day,
that's when im awake

random

2008-05-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

so tired..today my class had NAPFA except me cox of my injury's not yet healed..haha about 3 or 4 weeks more before i can run.. and im stucked with de ankle guard for next few weeks.. zzz

had dinner with some of them at tamp KFC and after tt i walked along tt stretch of road tt we've walked together tt day.. hahaa wad a wonderful day tt was..

i've been losing concentration recently because of de bloody pokemon pearl..gosh i need to stop.. or perhaps itz jux a excuse to use de comp, hoping to see a green lil man at de left of ur name..

And did I lose faith did I lose heart
Maybe I did but I never lost my way
To where you are

ouch..

2008-05-02T17:58:00.002+08:00

my class got 1st for 12 x 100m, winning at 2min 37secs..hahaa but it was with much sacrifice..hassan's feet got ulcers n blood..and de basketball game after running, i got my ankle broken..a dislocated ankle, good day..

Beautiful soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

(Chorus)
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby, do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
Ohhh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah yeah
Your beautiful soul

you, just you

so tired

2008-04-04T22:13:00.003+08:00

ooh im getting so tired..so tired of everything tt i can fall asleep now..when i tot 2008 will be a better year..first few months already proved me wrong..had to give up events for sports day for some reasons..bad results for tpjc SA again..lol how bad can i get..im getting hopeless..so hopeless..i cant, i jux cant. i dunno how long can i go on like this..thinking about it, jux how long can de toughest plant survive without water.

im not strong, jux not that strong

will u remember ?

ENDED !

2008-03-20T15:38:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it ended.. TPJC SEMESTRAL ASSESSMENT ENDED !!! hahahahahahahah but it jux a start for more hmwrks puring in..pour pour pour till u flood..good day..

misses

HOLIDAY !

2008-03-10T13:48:00.002+08:00

wooooohooooo its still holiday ! argh bullshit.. went to sch for maths tis morning n wanted to run but rained so waited for nth..lol

joining tjc dualthlon thing..haha omg im cycling !!!

ohhh n my house phone is down..LOL some kuku jux snap off de phone line outside..zz nice try kuku..

A tough guy never cries

HOLIDAYS !

2008-03-09T18:29:00.003+08:00

ooooo itz holiday !! but not realli holiday cox exam is jux de day after holiday -.- NICE ! goood day =D

wont u jux spare me a few of de 1000?

My heart belongs to you, just you

Stucked

2008-02-22T18:45:00.001+08:00

Stucked in Maths P n C.. SOMEBODY HELP !

Yeah, every road girl
Leads me to you
And baby, that's all I need to know

Take me there

2008-02-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

Take me there - Rascal flatts

There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been,
Take me there.
Things nobody knows,
Not even your friends,
Take me there.
Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown,
Show me around,
I want see it all, don't leave anything out

I want to know, everything about you.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare,
Take me there.

Your first real kiss, your first true love, DR
You were scared.
Show me where,
You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care.
I want to roll down main street, the back roads,
Like you did when you were a kid
What made you who you are,
Tell me what your story is.

I want to know, everything about you.
And I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me there.

I want to know, everything about you.
Yeah, everything about you baby.
I want to go, down every road you've been.
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of Your life hid,
I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare.
Take me, take me, take me there.
Take me there.

untitled

2008-01-20T08:44:00.000+08:00

9 hours of shopping ytd with alan de bodoh..haha dint buy anything but saw alot of interesting things ranging from bee hive hair to simple nice quotes from shirts..hahaa de beehive almost scared us to death when we saw it..it totally disgusting..bet she 30 years nvr wash hair..zz

Look at life thru de windshield and not thru de rear side mirror
LIFE is an ART of drawing without an eraser

HAHAH and one interesting one from FCUK BORN TO LOVE, LOVE TO FCUK

Myuk says no to EMO

Secret

2008-01-19T08:47:00.000+08:00

SAT MORNING !!

reached home at 12+ ytd becox went for michelle's bday party at ARANDA..saw my ladyboss at de entrance near de staircase..hahaa tt was seriously a lonely corner..hahaaa

was looking thru my old posts which i've written when im in sec 3..HAHA i was practically laughing..i cant imagine i've written all tt bullshyt..i tink i was practically throwing out everything in me without thinking..thinking back, tt was kinda childish..lol ohwell i suppose everyone has their own past..years passed, so many things happened but itz all clouded now..everything else seems like a dream except for u..

ooooohwell blogging is so meaningless..

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out and touch me
you'll see I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Me Love

2008-01-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

Part of a Fool

I've been there before And I Just can't let go
The memory and pain of the hurt I know
Now deep in the night And there's passion inside
Dare I follow my heart

An innocent smile
Then a walk in the night
There it's dinner at home served with candle light
And It's quite a while since I felt good inside
Dare I follow my heart

Do I feel something special inside of you
Do I know what you're really think of me

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart
And I just can't deny what feels so right
Do I let myself go and feel the rain
Or should I play with caution and refrain
whatever I do when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

I know what's in store though I can't say much more
A chance worth the taking has open its door
And I can't say I love you And I can't say I don't
But I do wish I knew

Do I feel something special inside of you
Do I know what you're really think of me

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart
And I just can't deny what feels so right
Do I let myself go and feel the rain
Or should I play with caution and refrain
whatever I do when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart
And I just can't deny what feels so right
Do I let myself go and feel the rain
Or should I play with caution and refrain
whatever I do when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

whatever I do when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

[fly me to the moon, let me play among the stars]
[in other words, i love you]

All that i've ever wanted to say

2007-12-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

Imagine me without you

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day,
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day,
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day,
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me, I can't imagine me without You.

<3

My Wish

2007-12-19T11:11:00.000+08:00

Eadelin : HAHA someone..lol

IM BACK from cycling expedition..hahaa it actually shuld hav been a 4d3n thingy but ended early..planned route is from pasir ris to east coast, to west coast, to sembawang, to sengkang, to pasir ris -.-

so de 1st day we met at pasir ris MRT b4 goin to rent our bikes. de bike rent was like $45 !!! so me n my fren ended up buying a new bike since itz onli like $15 more..hahaa de bike sux thou, compared to de rented ones..and soo we began our cycling adventure.. zzz cycled to east coast n ate MAC n continued de LONG way to city area, pushed our bikes thru bugis, cycled thru cityhall, clarke quay, tiong bahru and to WEST COAST .. along de way, with de rain on n off, we finally reached our 1st destination..
itz already quite dark when we reached so we pitched our tents as quickly as possible after finding de suitable spot. took turn to bath n eat MAC while others looked after our bikes n stuff den it was sleeping time.everyone had a sentry duty shift to make sure no one take our bikes n mine was de first shift zz. it was boring but time passed quickly under tt sky..den i went to MAC to hav supper..lol

2nd morning, went exploring de nighbourhood for FOOD n NOT MAC.found some market n so had our breakfast dere.later in de afternoon den decided to move out to Kallang instead of Sembawang park which seems to far to reach..it started to rain but we moved on. AND SO we cycled in de rain, thru a diff route from where we came from, to Kallang for 6 hours -.- under unforeseen circumstances, we had to look for hotel or motel to live in instead, but because of de price n de 'chicken' hooting around tat area, we decided not to. went to liptat's condo to bath b4 we decide again..slacked around for a while until 10plus b4 moving on to east coast..some pitched tent while de rest of us jux find some empty spot to get thru for de night..

3rd day we went to return bikes while some of us with our own bikes went home..wanted to rest for awhile but ended up sleeping..was supposed to meet for de bbq but slept way past..hahaa anyway met them later n had our bbq, pool, tabletennis at daryl's condo.. went home later in de night..

3DAYS of FASTFOOD n BBQ, -.- omg i can feel de fats growing.. HAH !

[ My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. ]

will you be the one ?

2007-12-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

Come with me. Won't you ?

where did you go ?

2007-12-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

zw: HELLO ! hahaa =D
Aloy: hahah yupp itz from my blogg..RELINKED! grrr im not gonna entertain anymore change of url -.- zzz
ongton: RUBBISH SHYT !

NTH much to say cox everything jux seems like a blank..hahaha here's a nice song ! ENJOY !! =D

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't

Blue Sky

2007-11-25T09:23:00.000+08:00

Unknown: de way u type resembles someone..lol nvm =D
Loretta: ROCKS cox u put in alot of balls into de pocket right ! stupid jay smelly.. -.-

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im blogging again -.-

HAD soccer match ytd which ended up with a score 12-0.. 2 hat tricks..total ownage by Sphinx..bad teamwork during first half which improved during the second half but deteriorated again in de last 30min when ppl tried to play solo game..hahaa nevertheless, nice game..

alot ppl is falling sick tis holidays..PLS TAKKARE everybody and those who are healthy, GOD BLESS YOU !

I wonder why the sky is so blue...

Endless wait

2007-11-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

Unknown: Hmmmmm why not u tell me ur name n u'll not be unknown anymore ?! hahaa thks anyway =D
Raudha: Linked !
Jiahui: oops =/

AHAHAH im too bored and thus im blogging once again =D lol REJOICE !

anyway i jux returned from some interview for telemarketer shyt..itz somewhere in macpherson which is 'NOT FAR' !! haha anyway dun tink i'll be working there cox i dun realli wanna travel there alone to work..zzz so CLOSED topic..hahaa we almost got lost when we wanted to try some new short cut back to potong pasir mrt and some ppl jux hafta give tt stupid attitude tat pissed me off..like WTF are u showing me tt face ?!?! as if i wanted to get lost -.- anyway im sorry to caixuan for leading de wrong way but not sorry to ur attitude fren..zzz

YTD was more fun ! went for 4A class outing..wooohoooo tis time no hav clinton ! hahaa jkjk.. itz has been quite a long time since i've seen them so itz kinda fun to catch up uh..most of them are still de same, some bimbo some lame some violent..hahaa but itz a fun bunch of frens..
Went to support de rubbish clinton in his wadeva chuang ye wu di shou shyt thingy and had some bullcrap NOT FRESH fruits for 10 dollar and got 11 or 12 packets of carrot juice in return..lol den went to jurong wanting to ice skate but itz closed for some ice hockey match..went to pool and had hell lot of fun laughing n playing..im a noob.. -.-
LOL nvm den went to TM pasta mania to hav our dinner n waited for de rubbish clinton to join us..lol den home sweet home..nth much

some ppl jux walk right into ur front door and disappear after you're of no more use to them.

A good laugh is sunshine in de house

Spilled over, itz gone

2007-11-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

EHHHHHHHH ! itz has been long since i've blogged..lol jux dun feel like blogging and life's jux too busy.. but NOW i've like so freeeeeeee ! itz somehow good n somehow NOT GOOD..one way u can slack ur life away away without caring whether u hav finished ur hmwrk ur studied for ur upcoming tests & de other, you'll hav a lot time to reflect for de year, for my past 17 years.. and i realised i've been bad to some ppl in de past n im really sorry.. if u're de one and u're still bearing the grudge against me, pls forgive me..plss ? =D hahaa (itz not targeted at anyone but itz for everyone )

tis year is already gone, and it felt like it was onli a few days ago when i received my atrocious o's results..like wtf..nvm alot things happened tis year, both happy n unhappy things. there's so much things to say but i jux dun feel like saying..recalling these events to write it down again will onli make my mood worse..so YEAH ! i'll skip all that !

let's talk about cycling ! haha hav been goin cycling once a week since holidays started..last week a bunch of tpjc frens n i rented bikes from east coast and we cycled to Changi Jetty for dinner before cycling to downtown and all de way back to east coast..tiring but FUN ! hahaa a fun bunch of frens and we had alot of laughter along de way with some funny ppl doin stupid things to brighten up the day, and some blur king who we cant help it, but laugh at him.. hahaa
ytd went cycling again but tis time itz towards de city side. we wanted to go to marina area but cbecox of de time limit, we onli managed to reach kallang kfc where we had our dinner b4 heading back. SHALL explore further de next time round..yeah man..

AND AND im looking for jobs !! anyone got lobang pls let me know K K K K K ! hahaa i'll thank you by treating u to a meal after my first pay release..lol maybe jux a small meal =D

Some ppl often take things for granted, and i hope they wun regret when they lose it in de end.

Difficult, Yes. Impossible, No.

wohhohohoho

2007-10-28T10:26:00.000+08:00

IM FINALLY UPDATING ! actually not really updating cox i dont feel like writing anything much..it jux advertising..

OK any girls who wan shopping can go HERE http://sthgorgeous.livejournal.com/..any guys who wan buy something for ur girldfriends can go here oso !

IM OFF ! =D

soo sorry

2007-08-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

UNstable

im so sorry.. Gan Da now is officially mentally unstable.. im sorry for whatever i've done or have not done.. Gan Da needs some help..

-life is like a spiral

tiredd

2007-08-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

tiredd

im sick..perhaps from all de studies n stuff..lol maybe jux from everything..ohwell promos is comin and everyone shuld start studying..good luck n all de best to everyone =D take good care of ur own body n dun let it fall, at least during this period from now on to after promos..lol good day

-u dont care

Talk to me

2007-08-19T09:38:00.000+08:00

Raudha: LOL u're meant to fail laaa..u onli noe me for few months and u can get 45 not bad already..hahaaaa
Yk: hahaa yeah maybe u know me alot better..u can differentiate me from mou..lol
Poline: lol ohwell try HARDER !!
Loretta: haha gratx for being de highest scorer for de hardest test as TONGONG took de easier de test..lol
Rabbit: HAHAA my fav celeb is FELICIA CHIN !! nvm i tink alot ppl noe oso..hahaa NICE FIREWORKS YTD !! lol
Zw: yooo study hard =D
Yixiu: hahaa o.0
Tongong: come'on u're not de highest for de edited test.. -.-

lit up NIGHT SKY

lol i went to de marina firworks festive thingy with my 4a frens..it was meant to be some class outing but i turned out bad as usual..de usual few ppl..

had lunch at tm mac n waited for mao to reach..den we went around looking for de most expensive soft toys in tm..haha ohhhh den went to play arcade.. somehow my reaction is always so slow..lol but me n justin = WINNER !! haha mao n gs = LOSER !! haha ok jux jokin.. went over to toysarus and spent about 1 hour plus playing de toys inside..including setting up traps with spiders to scare de kids tat might play de thingy after tat..HAHA shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

den we found de sesame streets section..and there was elmo,cookie monster,ernie,bert,oscar and zoe..no more bird cox ITZ JUX SOLD OUT ! hahaa i lined them up for a nice family photo for mao to take..ok den we started using de puppet thingy to fight n stufff..

went over to CS to tak NEOPRINT -.- how lame but quite fun..itz actually quite stress when u hafta tink of new pose instead of de usual smiling face..SO BORING ! lol ohwelll den yiting de rabbit came right after we finished taking de neoprint so she missed out de neoprint craze..oooooooooooooooooo den went back to tm for lunch..we ate AJISEN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA men..and i had my volcano which erupted inside me..zzz

one by two by two by one by two went home and itz left with 5 of us to go fireworks..haha nvm itz STILL NICEEE ! how i wish u were there..lol nvm we alighted at raffles place and WE squeezed our way thru de crowds and we finally reached de platform thingy beside de MERLION ! had a hard time cox ppl are jux selfish..at de back..everyone is like 1mm away from another with some idiots sitting on de ground like some idiots and we jux cound't move..but after a while we managed to squueze past these dumb ppl and move forward, much closer to de fireworks..waited for about 30 mins b4 de performance started..de alienated flying crap started flying and ppl started shouting like as if itz so amazing..lol thou itz quite amazing..LOL

DEN the first firework came up, shoot into de sky n BOOOOOM ! de sky suddenly lit up and dere were cheers everywhere.. HAHAA ohwelll i toooook tons of photos but some of it jux disappear somehow..and i took video until my batt went flat like roti prata..hahaa SO i onli took pictures n video for de first 5 minutes ++ and de next 10 mintues was jux STARING !! hahaa and i realised de fireworks at de end 10mins was so much nicer which includes de one with STARS looking at de head with a tail follwing behind jux like itz MANY shooting stars falling at de same time..goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh itz realli worth de squeeze to see tis once a year since a missed out last years'..ohwell it wuld hav been more worthwhile if u were here to share tis niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee moment..LOL below are some photos tat dint disappear !! =D

de MERLION from de side

ILLEGAL gathering of more den 10 boats waiting for fireworks with one private boat as de leader..cant realli see clearly thou from de pictures

watching it LIVE is much more nicer but anyway i'll jux share it..de nicer ones all disappeared -.-

-u aint here

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-08-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

raudha: -.- aziiim..JULIUS say im not making any noise!!

610syx: lol HELLO UNCLE

adelina: HELOOO im nice tooo!

cat:lol she's a coconut head!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE ! ! !

-smiles(:

pretty night

2007-08-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

raudha: lol i wan see ur abdul !

Jia wen: haha HELLO ! long time no see uh ! =D thks for tagging !!

DOWN

PROMOS are approaching real fast..not at de speed tat i cant handle but itz jux de reluctance to face it.. to me itz jux another meaningless work to be done..lol seriously speaking, i've lost de motivation to study already thou i sometimes still force myself to..

ANYWAY ! good n BAD day.. nice song here.

[Home is Where the heart is] Mcfly

I'm a lover I'm not a fighter,
Hold me close and I'll take you higher than you've ever been,
Raise your hands and lay down your weapons,
We could turn this around in seconds flat,
If you believe.

Home is where the heart is,
It's where we started,
Where we belong, singing.
Home is where the heart is,
It's where we started,
Where we belong.

Light a fire and write a sonnet,
Pin your hopes and your dreams upon it now, come and sing with us
Calling out to your children's children,
Let there be love and let them scream it loud,
Before we bite the dust.

So come on,
Home is where the heart is,
It's where we started,
Where we belong
and sing it
Home is where the heart is,
It's where we started,
Where we belong.

In these troubled days of anger,
We're afraid of every stranger,
But today we're changing history,
It's OK to sing it with me

Now's your chance think of your lovers,
We are all sisters and brothers.
Now's your chance think of your lovers,
We are all sisters and brothers.

Home, home

Home is where the heart is,
It's where we started,
Where we belong

Home is where the heart is,
It's where we started,
Where we belong
[Repeat to fade]

-FEAR onli exists in ur mind, nowhere else

a JOURNEY tat SHAPES

2007-07-28T09:15:00.000+08:00

Huiling: hahaa no prob =) work hard towards ur goals !
Raudha: zzz TAT GIRL ! u saw her already ! lol pretty pretty rite ? bet u're jealous ! ! hahaaaaa

Hp: lol AHHHHHHHHHH ! so scary ! u AH BENG ! lol =D

Yiting: hahaa i saw u again ! u;re back with him again?
tongong: zz im not if u dont tagg..lol =D

Yk: lol awwww thks AH JIE ! lol so sweet of u BASKET !

Zw: lol yeah im too busy to tagg u all already laa..hope u all are doing fine in ahsNCC UH ! =DD

Yiting: lol u cut already? i see u ytd n there's like no diff lehh..haha !
Raudha: HAHA LAZY LAHH !

Kayhowe: wa u same as tongong sia..bhb de..zzzz LOL thks for tagging anyway

BIGSMILE: haha im not black lehh ! im dark onli..u're dark oso lo !

Loretta: hahaaa updated AGAIN ! =D
TONGONG: WAD"S UR PROB ?!?! ppl busy lehh..u so free ! anyway outing den always same few ppl de..zzzzzzzzzzz

A Wonderful Journey

itz long since i blogged cox im realli busy and im simply too lazy to blog ! hahaa but nvm..im here now =D

attended LTC last week at labrador camp near harbourfront there..itt was a wonderful experience for me with my TEAM ! hahaa shiok !

the FIRST day had been quite fun which i didn't expected it to be.. When we reached there, the old buildings and decrepit campsite, de mood like totally changed.. BORING was de onli word tat came to my mind at tat time as i cant expect much from tis kinda camp..lol BUT i was wrong. The activities tat were held were meaningful and useful.. Lessons are learned and there is a purpose for every game that we played, be it cooperation, perserverance or determination and wadeva.. i oso get to know alot new friends and i realli enjoyed my group's accompany..lol itz fun and enjoyable..

At first our group was super quiet with no one talking n jux emoing n stuff cox we dint realli noe each other well..but im glad someone stepped up and bring de group together..hahaa den DING JIE came, tis someone actually like quietened down..maybe got stressed by ding jie's power..lol DJ used to be in de same cca as me in sec school and he dint realli spoke up much and im surprised tat he actually had alot of potential that he had not shown b4 in de past..maybe he wasn't given the chance to..lol ohwell but he has great potential =D

at night i was somehow annoyed and my mood jux changed =\ sorry..and lucky adam was there to go explore de camp with me..lol sweet dreamx but a HOT n stuffy night and i woke up alot times feeling sweaty and disgusting..goshh

2nd day was SUPERB ! having onli known each other for such a short while, im surprised we are already quite close to each other..making fun of each other n stuff..lol FUN. we played TUG-O-WAR and our group got owned but nehh mind..itz good as long as we perservered together as a team ! lol welldone =D

den itz de high elements..there's one station tat somehow tells me that ' it's okay to fall, but itz how u stand up and move on '.. Similarly in life, there are bound to hav some setbacks and failures but tat's okay as these are all part n parcel of life that everyone will go thru whether in tis way or another..the most importantly, it's about picking urself up, learn from your mistakes and move on. FALL again? pick stand up again n move on ! as long as we continue to move on, improve in life3, tat's when a person realli grow..

at night de whole camp went out for dinner ! lol i ate with de girls in my group..while im having craving for crabs ! de girls wanted CHILLI STUFF..lol ohwell so i gave up on my crab anyway since itz oso too ex loh..haha had fun eating n playing n stuff..crappo but itz FUN..lol den de BIG HEAD amanda suggested de game or competition which we have to eat as slowly as we can..so she started using de satay stick to poke cucumber n leftover food..onli 4 ppl participated and IM DE WINNER ! lol thou everyone proclaimed themselves as winner, im de real winner =D

3rd day was de summing up of de camp..did reflections and stuff..tis few days had realli help changed us..for me i've realli learnt alot stuff which i've not in de past..hahaa thks TONY, our facilitator.. =D
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SCHOOL is boring as usual..lol cca had stopped officially but we are holding unofficial trainin 3 times a week still..hahaa cca is fun and it actually help to relieve us from de stress we had on school works and stuff..itz sort of good lohh i tink..can help train our body n keep fit oso..lol CONTINUE TO WORK HARD ! our boat will soar ! wooohoooooooooooooooooooooo !

stuff is realli getting on my nerves and im somehow getting abit frantic i suppose..farewell night for seniors next week and our proposal isnt handed in yet..haha ohwell let's hope things go well..

goood day..PTC later and im gonna get screwed =\ haha so long everyone..START WORKING HARD ! study study ! and U ! SLEEP EARLY ! =D

'fear it ? DO IT ANYWAY !

zzzzz

2007-07-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

Xiaotian : HAHAA serial killer ! i saw u tat day ! lol
huiying : HAHA row row lo..so boring o.0
Zw : hahaha HELLOOOOOOOO ! long time no tagg u oso..i'll tagg u if i hav de time ! lol
Clarice : haha HI THERE ! ;)
Bernice : MEIQI MEIQI ! haha

Mel:heyyyyyy mei ! hahaa i like so long nvr talk to u liao..haha ! =\
Loretta : lol nice eyy ?!

Wenmei : haha S+aR ! HI !

Ongton : bahbahbooboo -.-
Catherine : SRY ! hahaa i got things on lahh =\

Elaine : YO THERE ! hahaa cyaa in sch !

Boring

haha school is extraordinary BORING ! but ur smile makes it all worthwhile ! HAHAHA !

i realised i've lost contact with alot of my frens already ever since in came to tis school..lol ohwell maybe they hav already forgotten bout me anyway.. BONJO !

here's a nice song

[It's you]- Ryan Canbrera

Another night goes by without sleeping
Cause I know I won't wake up next to you
Another life goes by without dreaming
And I can't help but think that mine will too

I'm standing before you
With this label on my head
I'm pleading before you
For you to understand

Baby it's you
When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes and it's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

The time is slow and I am sinking
Into a hole blackened with lies
And though I made it myself
You stand watching as my life passes me by

I'm standing before you
With this label on my head
I'm pleading before you
For you to understand
How much I adore you
I'll be there til the end
When everything falls down
Will you hold my hand?

Baby it's you
When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes and it's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

Baby it's you
When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes and it's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of... you

haha but anyway..BEES are cute ! =D

im off !

on de verge

2007-06-30T08:46:00.000+08:00

Tingting: hahaa thks for tagging so many times ! im updating already =D

Tongong: you're piece of bloody shyt ! dere's so many songs..not only one rite !

Rabbit: HAHAA =D

Raudha: hahaa go talk to ur eye candy luh !

Huiling: =DD

Loretta: HAHA itz over and im updating lo ! but i dint update not becox of exams..cox im LAZY !

Jiahui: hahaa =\

Shihui: yeah itz rotten

Poline: shifuu !

it hurts

hmmm guess it had already rotten..hahaa ohwell dere's realli nth interesting in my life to write about..

ytd was a fun day and bad night..went gym in de morning and swimming after tat with my dragonboat buddies..went to play pool while waiting for mou but later he said he want to go eat with his other frens..so ohwell..we ate and we got hacked off 23dollar of chicken rice + some fucking duckmeat for a 3 person's share -.-

im sorry for saying all those things to you..im sorry =\ sumthin jux got into me and i jux splurged out everythin tat was kept inside me perhaps..im sorry =( if you do read tis..

UOB plaza for NDP rehearsal today..dragonboaters dun be late. .

byeee..i dunno how long de next post will be up..im sorry

-i only wanna make u happy-

a Break

2007-06-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

Rabbit: lol..i got sian of escape so long ago laa..so old le still play ! haha GROW UP BA ! =D

Shihui: haha YAYA ! he was smiling at u tat day right !
Yingz: hahaa YEPP itz funnnnnnnn !

Samantha: lol HELLO ! =D

Yingz: haha hai hao la ! u're enjoying ur hubby's show when we're playing..HAHA
Yixiu: -.-
Yiling: HAHAA i'll try ! cyaa SOON !

Jing: Yooooooooooo ! lol of cox !
Yingz: hahaa not handsome de lehh ur ahseng hubby..lol =P

Ongton: HAHA THKS LO !

a BREAK

hahaa PPL i suddenly have the urge to stop everything and concentrate on studying..lol dunno why but for de following month till my mid year, im gonna CONCENTRATE n leave every other thing aside for de moment.. I'LL BE BACK ! so LOOK FORWARD TO IT ! hahah oki laaa..takkare everyone =D

-only dragonboat + STUDIES-

nth much

2007-05-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

to all: thks to all for consoling me n stuff..haha im fine already so thks =D

Yiling: hahaa yupp 304 OUTING ! long time no see !

Bunneh: hahaa RABBIT ! tat skin screwed up laa..haha =D

Shihui: haha mine's not rotten anymore..lol YAY !

Yingz: hahaa there u go ! lol nth much to read de oso..haha ohwell

UPDATED

hahaa im updating..hmm actually nth much to blog about and i've already lost de passion in blogging..hah cox no one realli cares la so nvm..

NAVY OPEN HOUSE
all tpjc jc1 students were supposed to go for de navy open house thingy on friday and explore all de diff ships n weapons of navy..07s06 went for fun rides instead..haha COOOL..first up was banana boat..initially all of us thot tat de banana boat is jux as slow as sampan BUT itz BEYONG GODLIKE ! starting it was moving at a slow pace but suddenly when i shouted GO BANANA GO !, it started flying..lol moments later, we were all in de sea.. de banana capsized when turning n POOP, we in de water..lol got back onto de banana n sped off once again..almost cap again but dint.. FUN AH

den was de bungee jumping thingy..lol a bit scary at de start but after a while itz like so fun ! hahaa onli few guys tried it thou..

den itz de rhhibs ride..GOSH ! itz like millions times faster den de banana..itz like a aeroplane u noe? feels like we're goin after some illegal immigrant or sumthin..hahaa de twin array of water..i feel so sad for de ppl who dint take tis ride..itz a lifetime experience mann..itz definitely worth taking n waiting..cool cool cool..

after tis is go home time la so nth much..too tired n fell asleep on de bus..

sat i went back with alan..took de big big boat out to sea..haha starting tot it will be very slow oso but it turned out to be quite amzing given de size of de boat..hahaa took alot photos of de views out at sea..caught a few with rainbows n itz practically FUN ! hahaa im was like busy shooting everywhere cox de view in all 360degrees are like fabulous la.. hahaa shiok

but de saddening part is tat de submarine was not open for exploring..went to all de ships except for de submarine..arghhh >.<

k laa tats about all..
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE ! itz onli TRAINING + LESSONS + BOOKS ! shiok..trainin is shiok ! ALL DE WAY BUMBLEBEES ! we gonna go on diet and own de other teams ! WAHAHAHAHAHS

-missed tat smile-

Happy birthday

2007-05-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

The End

Happy Birthday to my dearest grandma =D we will miss u

-for you i will-

broken

2007-05-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

Smithereens

im sorry everyone if i've been ap or sumthin de past few days or maybe de next few days..

my grandma passed away ytd at 1138pm..she went into coma on sat night and is surviving on barely on de oxygen mask and she left us peacefully ytd night when all her children n grandchildrens are with her..she had been suffering for de past few days with breathing difficulty and ytd, we looked on when her breathing started to slow down till it ceased..tears are bound to flow but at least im sure she's not suffering anymore..may GOD bless you, my dear Ah ma..i'll nvr forget how well u've treated us last time.. All of us love u !

Colin Raye {If you get there before i do]

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then â€˜til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

I read those words just hours before my grandma past away
In the door way of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then â€˜til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me
Between now and then â€˜til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

-thks for being there-

melted

2007-05-05T08:03:00.000+08:00

Poline: YOO SHIFU ! hahaa =D
Yingz: YOOOO ! lol HELLO ZOOKEEPER ! =)
Loretta: HELLO ! hahaa itz YOOOO-ing session ! YOOO ! wad happened to ur blog ey?

Rachel: HAHA yeah itz strikin but my senior said our tis shirt colour was a mistake..it wasnt meant to be bright yellow..lol ohwell BUMBLEEBEE SOAR !

Yingz: HAHA U ZOOKEEPER ! u dont even noe ur fav song de lyrics ! =p lol HELLO anyway !
Clarice: haha i will ! takkare dudette !

Tessa: haha u hav fun overseas ! lol
Yingz: lol expected ma ! hahaha
Loretta: lol u already finished de paper already so no point wishing liao o..haha all de best for de paper result..LOL hope u pass !
Mel: HELLO MEL !

MELTED

lol first of all ! i got 19 half for my bio faculty test is like INCREDIBLE ! lol itz upon 40 thou but i expected like 10 or 11 onli..haha ohwell im de lowest in class..lol GOSH i gotta study hard >.<

and another is our school sports day heats..my class got FIRST in 4x100m race ! ! haha but onli for jc1 category..our timing cant even get a 8th position in jc2 -.- LOL ohwell we're owned by seniors..but itz unfair laa, we all is run but they all use fly de..totally unfair..zzz

and and i missed out my dragonboat trainin on wed becox of de *&@#^(*&@%^&*@$^(@* english remedial thing..they went to bath in de merlion's saliva without ME ! omg ! jeesh n guess what de english remedial asked me to do? rephrasing of sentences ! WOOHOOO ! friday i tot we'll be goin to merlion again but NO ! awwww so disappointing..haha but coach promised to go merlion next wed ! hahaaa SHIOOK ! n n sumthin to add on, jc2's boat is so darn fast..gosh they are like motorboat but jc1's boat is like rowing sampan sia..lol we'll improve thou ! GO BUMBLEBEES !

hahaa and PPL ! my blog de song is so dam nice rite? is like so COOL n NICE n COOL n NICE ! lol cant tink of any word to use laa..ohwell my english sux..hahaa IM GONNA get A for my chinese faculty test ! lol kk tats all for now, perhaps tis week..

-BUMBLEBEES are not buzzing, we're SOARING-

weekend

2007-04-28T09:22:00.000+08:00

Rachel: Haha HELLO there anyway =D
Loretta: HAHA im goin to pass my tests sooon ! yay all de best to u !
Tongong: lol see how ba.. cannot anyhow use..LOL
Yiling: HAHA im doin fine ! hope u're too !

Captivating smile

lol so i tink im already settled in tpjc already..thou i still miss mjc tat tiny winy little bit..jux a little perhaps..haha tpjc is a fun place afterall jux tat some tchrs sux big time when it comes to teaching.. itx jux like some lullaby tat sends someone off to dreamland.. awww sweet dreams..

hahaa during weekdays i always got alot to write but i dont hav time but when it comes to weekend tat i dunno what i wanna write about already ! lol ohwell.. dere's realli nth interesting in my life to talk about..itx jux lessons + cca..

dragonboat is fun, real fun..and we jux got our cca t shirt..a YELLOW dry fit shirt..haha which makes us look like some YELLOW BUMBLEBEE..imagine a flock of bumblebees wheezing around de track, dun provoke us or we STING U ! lol

kk i gotta go already..bye dere

-de smile tat melts-

sunBURNT

2007-04-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

Mel: hahaa i dunno la =\

Harris: lol maybe my phone dun like their phones laa..lol

Catherine: hahaa THKS lo ! =D

Tongon: use on who ? o.0 zzz

sunBURNT

HAHA I completed my 2 STAR KAYAKING COURSE !@ woohoooo ! lol and im like a red fresh lobster without de feeler n tail..lol it was kinda of fun thou itz tiring..itz was oso a nice catch up session with my ncc frens..some were still the same while same changed..hahaa ohwell itz jux FUN LA !

BUT becox of tat, i missed de shooting stars man ! oh gosh..wtf ! itz like once a year and i cant go! anyway it came at about 1+am to 3+am according to my fren who went. i bet it was spectacular view from east coast man.. GAHHHH ! next year im gonna be there man.. hopefully NOT alone.. HAHA !

hao le..i gotta go zZzZzz liao..tired.. school 2molo ! bonjo

- all written in de stars -

lol

2007-04-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

tired

and i suppose i fail my bio n maths tests today..

haha and yeah..i forgot to thank some ppl..THKS to tongong,guangshun,mao,loretta,val,michelle and liwen ! they bought me a strawberry DUREX n a keychain thingy..im supposed to keep tat DUREX for future uses.. o.0 LOL thks anyway !

oh yeah and thks to ASS too ! haha hannah arigato ! =D

degenerating brain

sianx

2007-04-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

Yk: sian mehh? i tot i very lively..i scolded de tchr wad.
Poline:SHIFU ! haha sry ! =\ faster recover k so can go run !

Yiting: HAHA ! not crap laa..itz jux rubbish..lol
Aloy: oo haha maybe it dint send out or sumthin ? =\ haha sry !

itz jux another day

hahaa thanks alot to those who rmbed my birthday ! some were late thou but i still appreciate it ! hahaa here's some of de late birds..=D Bernice, Charlene, Clarice, Selestine, Kok keng, Lester, Brenda..haha sorry if i missed out any of u again..so sorry !

shall update again some other time..

tat sparkling eyes

Alone

2007-04-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

" Friends "

haha thks alot to those who actually rmbed my birthday especially those who stayed up to 12am to send me de message ! haha thks ! actually im a very good de, i dun force ppl to rmb my bday but if u do, i really appreciate it.. hahaa

thks Yiling, Leonard, Melissa, HuiYing, Clinton, Tingting, Ling and my Bro! haha realli appreciate u all for rmbing.. arigato !
thks yongkeat,zhongmou,harris,lisa,elaine,yiting,kokchiang,boonkai,poline,suzanne,lippy,alan,xiaotian,xiaoting.aloysius,loretta,kayhowe ! haha thks for rmbing even if itz friendster who reminded u or what..haha THKS !
thks zimu,junhong,guoen,abraham,cherhan,kayhowe,daryl,yijie,dennis,shihui. .

P.S i hate actors, plss la dun act, u noe u're lying..

hahaa today's my birthday..itz de 17th birthday n SEE ! u know who's de one who realli rmbed n who's forced to rmb. some are actually reminded to wish my happy bday..lol wad's de point man..im quite glad that some of them rmbed n is dam sad that some who meant so much dint even rmb..hahaa ohwell i cant expect everyone to rmb eyy..everyone's so busy with their life..

i actually stayed at home n slept for almost de whole day today ! i woke up at 4+am n i looked at my hp..izzit out of order? LOL i was actually wondering n doubting my presence..who am i to these 'friends'..hav i onli 6 friends in my entire 17years of life? HAHAA HAHAA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

thks to my bro for treating me to kfc for dinner n treating me go cut hair..lol arigato..if u're seeing these..oh man dun act cute le la plss..LOL

jus like a yellow leaf
hanging on a tree full of green leaves

tired o

2007-04-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

Aloy: hahaa one year had passed since i handed tat file to u man.. >.<

TONGON: hahaa HI SUCKER ! lol

Wonderful memories

woooohoooooooooooooo ! im like finally free enuf to sit down n blog..hahaa last week was kinda busy so here it goes ! get ready before i start de engine ! VROOOOOOOM ! lol ok tats random

last saturday went to City Harvest Church thingy at expo..was quite grand for a church..haha maybe tis de first time im seeing so many ppl coming together for a service..haha was a wonderful experience thou..can realli feel de unity n spirit of the ppl there thou there was alot first timers goin to church..im goin again tis sunday, most probably.. HAHA

and dragonboat is SHIOK LA ! de trainin jux seems to get more n more exciting..hahaa interesting ! now i seems to be having so much fun during trainin..haha with splashing water, singing to enduring thru together..hahaa and i have my own PADDLE already ! lol how cool can tat be man..come 'on i noe u guys out there are jealous ! hahaa TONGONG i bet ur reaction will be like ' OMG how i wish i can hav my own paddle too ' HAHA DUN DENY ! LOOL !

haha ok tat was random..jux to spite tongong de ongton de basket..HAHA

School is jux still so boring..waking up 5+ in de morning to catch tat rubbish bus 17 and seeing de usual ppl on de bus.. -.- i've tried all sorts of method to entertain myself during de bus rides, from sleeping to studying to day dreaming to looking at de sun rise (thou usually blocked by HDB)..nth seems to work..itz jux dam boring..in school is even more boring..i jux cant wait for de last bell of de day to ring before i grab my bag to go trainin or go home man..looking at de teachers already make me sick n sleepy..and de bus trip back home ALONE is @*#&@(*#&@&#* boring ! arghhh ohwell o.O

BONJO ! u hav reached ur destination..pls alight and pay $10 dollars fee to me..$2 dollar fee + 400% surcharge.. ThankYou and Have a nice day ! Please check tat u have not leave any useless things behind..leaving behind ur valuables will be most appreciated. Hope to see you again !

will u be de one?

FAST POST !

2007-04-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

Loretta: HAHA i will make sure mao dont slack man ! nahh we wun get as black as u laa..hahaa

Tongong: haha mao is white based.. UR SHIT TONGONG !

Joshua: HELLO ! hahaa miss you too ! LOL !

Mel: HEYY! hahaa =D bonjo !

ARIGATO IN ADVANCE

HEYY just a quick post before i go back to study..hahaa eyy actually tis post is onli meant for MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE PEOPLE ! hahaa pls vote for charlene for de student councillor thingy..nominee number 14 ! hahaa vote k ! MUZ MUZ MUZ ! ok arh deal ah ! muz o ! ok ah ok ah promise ah !

haha i oso dunno why i suddenly like so happy..haha im happy for U oso ! lol ohwell all de best ey ! =D

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop

2007-04-07T08:55:00.000+08:00

Tongong: wad shit laa
Yingz: lol rubbish ! dere's no stream !
Yiling: HAHA nahh not greedy at all !

Bored

lazy to write anything oso..jux blog for fun 4A's BLOG is UP ! do go there for a visit !

ohhhhhh goin out later..good day =D

same oh same

2007-04-06T08:53:00.000+08:00

Loretta: HAHA nvr ! i hold umbrella when i train de..lol

Yingz: HELLO ! u're de fake one ! lol
Yiling: lol ! 6 onli? LOL =\
Yingz: HELLO real yingz ! hahaa =D
Harris: haha yupp..mao in dragonboat..

Jiaen: hello ! long time no see !
Catherine: Heyyy !u too !
Lewis: heyy yupp..so tagg more often ! haha u too =D

YINGZ: u faker laa..lol tongong is a basket

Life is boring

ITZ GOOD FRIDAY ! woohooo no school ! haha tats why im updating a day earlier den wad im suppose to..haha so THANK ME n GOOD FRIDAY cox u all can read Gan Da's post earlier ! haha ok tats lame..

school's getting a lil bit boring cox itz still de same oh same thingy..lectures n tutorials..im sure every student of tpjc simply looks forward to de end of de day de moment they stepped into de school early in de morning..cox itz SO BORING ! goooosh >.<

and a lil bit to add on..my form tchr SUX ! ehh u BLOODY HELL ! I TELL U ! u moron pls listen carefully..tchrs are here to make sure de students excel and YOU are not an exception..BUT you bloody **** is here jux to take salary n teach ur bloody maths n pw and making sure u complete ur bloody syllabus without consideration of de pace de students are moving with..TO HELL with ur brain..hua chong institution somemore..AND U ! how can u let anyone be assistant chairperson of de class jux anyhow? U NOE SOME BLOODY **** about it? de chairperson is there to lead de class n bond it well..wad can she do?!?!? a leadership post is for someone with leadership n leadership is when ppl follow u because they want to ! even if u cant reach tat standard, for bloody sake, at least a ' ppl follow u becox they have to '..BUT U bloody feg.. PPL WILL NOT FOLLOW U EVEN IF THEY ARE FORCED TO ! to hell de both of u..( lol tis are meant for de 2 person. jux letting out some steam..)

oh yeah dragonboat..things are getting more fun here and i realli enjoy de cca now..itz maybe a form of relaxing after a long angry day in school..trainin hard lets u forget all de troubles u have for de moment..goood day.. A' division competition comin.. TRAIN HARD PPL ! lets hope we can get into de boat 1 to compete..wooohooooo !

mon: PE sports heats - 12 x 100, 4 x 100, DB - 4km, 40 pull ups, 60 sit ups, 60 burpies, 45 push ups, 45 dips, 45 back extension, medicine ball 100++ throws..

Wed: PE sports heats - 4 x 400, DB - 4km, row row row..

Bonjo..if these goes on, we will be macho in no time..LOL maybe nacho

and i miss u..u noe im refering to u

some words are not meant to be said

update

2007-03-31T19:53:00.000+08:00

Yingz: HAHAa updated =D u saw us playing there eyy? haha

Tongong: o.0 why scold ppl sia..hahaa
Manel: haha yupp og triton 1 ! itz had realli been a great time with triton 1 thou..realli
Bernice: HAHA nahh itz okay laa =)

Kayhowe: hahaa nahh nehh mind
Poline: SHIFU ! hahaa nice nice template ey !

Rachel: haha yupp ! i hope so !
Harris: haha tpjc is boring o.0
Manel:haha nopey !

Yu ren: haha ohwell..i dun tink im doin well..haha

Tessa: LINKED ! =D

Zw: haha hellooo !thks for tagging =)

Huiling : hahaa HELLO ! me too ! hahaa ohwel but im now too busy to go back ahs le..soon ba i hope !
610syx:hahaa yeah i know tat..itz a nightmare
YINGZ & TONGONG: HELLO ! haha xD

Busy

haha finally im posting again..im so sorry cox im realli busy after i've joined dragonboat..de trainin is like on mon, wed, fri till 7pm..and im like so exhausted when i reached home..so yupp..thks everyone for tagging n i'll try to blog more often if i can =\ haha

eyy actually i dun hav much to write about..itz jux de simpe boring days ever STILL..ohwell

Mon: PE -40push up,40crunches,3rounds, DB - 45 pull up,100 sit up, 100 pushup, 100 back stretch, 6 rounds

Wed: PE- 60inclined pull up, 60 crunches, 60 tug jump, DB - rowing, 3km run

had DB camp oso on fri to sat..haha itz rather fun n it wun have been better without choo choo train interception..o.0 go to hell u rubbish tchr..got to know alot more frenz in DB n all had fun..whether itz against de rule or not, it was all fun..hahaa Nghtwalk thru tpjc was rather plain..scary thou but de present of seniors around hding to scare us juniors made it all not scary already cox we know there's someone there o.0 hahaa ohwell slept overnight in de hall with cockroaches crawling around..haha n woke up early 630, wash up ate n went for MAKE UP LECTURE ! oh wtf another 2 hours wasted..tchrs cant teach for BLOODY SAKE ! SACK DE HELL OUT OF THEM !

so long for now..

soccer match with anonymous team 2molo..shioooooooooooooooooka

and when de moon is high, and de stars so bright
you're de one im longing for

Tpjc

2007-03-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

Mel: Hey ! =D
Aloy: u sure ur uniform is one of de nicest ?!?! haha YEPP felicia chin ! haha
Harris: haha ohwell at least u're still in mjc >.<
Wai: HAHA aloy is a tico lai de..u dunno nia..haha HI THERE ANYWAY !
Loretta: haha paiseh =\ thks to u oso !

Tongong: eyy dun haolian -.- go eat shit laa.. Yingz: haha yepp ! i like my current class ! they seems quite okay already Yk: HOT AH ! super super s05 ! hooooot ! KC: eyyyyy u dun lame me lehh -.- haha HELLO !

TPJC

1 week hav past..got lots of things to complain but ohwell i shuld keep those things away for myself.. my class is sort of fun now..hahaa all de crap during lessons..de lame form tchr who is a maths + Pw tchr..hahaa ending all sentence with an uhh -.- i played with her graphic calculator changing de language cox she dunno how to change back ! hahaa ohwell.. i destroyed auditorium table, destroyed plants..my cca currently is dragonboat..quite fun..

Had og outing ytd at PP..about 16 ppl went..hahaa at first i tot i will have alot conversation or sumthin since itz has been quite some time since we met up but sumhow i feel as if im detached from them already, somehow.haha itz not a good feeling thou but ohwell..was quite fun laa..haha

Had dragonboat trainin today at bedok reservoir..did some warming up, ran, strength trainin n itz ROWING..hahaa itz fun thou itz jux a short period of time..bonjo next trainin is on mon, camp on fri..

2molo is RUNNING !

Sunday is MATCH ! soccer match ! hooray so long so long

de resemblance

hmmm

2007-03-18T10:53:00.001+08:00

Yiling: haha yepp ! simplicity =D
Poline : haha ! yeah i hope soo !
Yingz : WHATS WITH TAT FACE ! hahaa DONGFEN EY !
KC : HELOOOO

Tongong : haha ohwell..u COPYCAT !
Rachel : haha realli ? lol

Lost hopes

Ytd was 4a clique outing..9 ppl came..dinner at kenny rogers..tat was de 2nd time at kenny rogers n de last time..nvr ever again..itz sux..tongong den treated us to swensens icecream..haha arigato ^^ wonder if tis wonderful frens will last ? i certainly hope so..awesome bunch !

Today's de last day before school reopens..dun realli look forward to school..ha ohwell, i've no other choice, do i? i tink after school reopens i will not blog so often already..maybe once per week? yepp off i go for now..

melancholy desire

Lament

2007-03-17T10:33:00.000+08:00

Jinghui: hahaa ya jux happened to find it..
Zw: yooooooooooo !

Unnecessary sorrows

Holidays are comin to an end soon..all de previous lamenting over seperations with og mates, cg mates, schoolmates, frenz, not being able to get into de ideal schools, will not stand anymore once de school term starts..maybe there'll still be some whining n grumbling over de separation issues while others simply move on..

Now, 07s304 seems like de hot topic or issue tat seems to be hanging by de mouth, appearing out of nowhere in conversations, -07s304 rox- ! even my former sec class 4a, everyone still seems so enthu bout having gatherings or simple meals together.. will all these last? de answer is NO, so what for grumble about de ugly separations tat goin on now..gahh ****ing emo shit.. all these fond memories will come to an end one day

New school, new frens, new environment..what we gonna do ey?

Move on ppl.. all de best to my 'gonna-be strangers' friends..all de best in life ! cox we might not know we have had conversations before in de future time tat we meet . . HAHA serious o.0

when memories slowly fade
will we regconise each other on de streets de next time we meet?

WTF !

2007-03-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

Bad DAY

today is de ultimate bad day..woke up super early and i dunno why o.0 i realised i hafta go TPJC to buy pe shirt..zzz so there goes de 45min bus ride..n i realised i will get bus sick -.- reached school, wondering wad de tpjc pe shirt looks like wad? n i realised itz de ugliest shirt i've ever worn n im gonna WEAR it for de next 2 years ! OMFG ! 2nd 45min ride home n im gonna puke soon.. all these crap for de next 2 years..goood day

after reading 'somone''s blog, i realised de sense of maturity of others which is absent in most kids or perhaps teenagers nowadays, including me. why cant teenagers like us tink more maturely? izzit becox we cant? or izzit jux becox we choose to avoid cox we know we'll face more problems if we choose to question n to think more deeply.. a simple problem can become complicated if u insists or question it further but similarly, a complicated problem can be solved in a simpler manner.. so what's ur choice?

if u ever feel tat de world is DULL, and every steps u take seem like a ton heavier den ytd, surroundings look like some grey n black painting, dead. and when all ur energy seems to be drainin away every second n when ur own breathing get so annoying, SMILE cox ppl will get affected by u, especially those who cares. Even thou u feel sad, keep it in cox u dun wan another body to feel sad jux becox u do..for de everything u do, spare a thought for others. itz CONTAGIOUS.

i dunno what im writing..someone taught me to write whatever comes off my mind n NOT edit de thoughts into words for de sake of others to read confortably..in tat case, it wun be real anymore, not u, not de real u. for that's who i am..

under de starless nights,
i wonder how ur eyes sparkle

boring holidays

2007-03-15T09:27:00.000+08:00

ykillim: hahaa alright..
Loretta: hahaa im not having fun at all..ohwell =D
Sooo: haha HI SOOOO ! xD
Yiling: haha updated laaa =D
Yingz: hahaa lol she's not realli brown laa..haha ya u angmoh ey =P

Tongong: wad u mean? TIS TONGON?
Clarice: hahah u takkare too !
Yiling: haha itz true ma for some of us =\
Rachel: lol too bad laa..de school dun like me >.<

Ncc delta'06 outing

lol had a ncc outing at jurong east swimming complex but somehow onli 8 went..hahaa nvm itz still fun thou..somehow went there at de wrong time i tink, no nice sight seeing for us..lol BORING ! played around at de lazy pool allowing ourselves to float along with de current, round n round searching, in vain. Wave pool was much more cooler..itz shiok ! hahaa starting we swam around den when de waves started comin we go siao n swim to de deepest part to play.. every wave goes a mouthful of water down ur throat, how's tat feeling? HA den u'll see ppl jumping up to grab de walls of de pool to prevent drinking more water..lol n u'll see some couples grabbing on to each other like some titanic show..lol tat ' ass ' o.0

played around de pools until someone lost his specs becox he was thrown into de water or sumthin..n de specs goes swimming around de lazy pool..and when itz enjoying his swim around de pool, we guys had so much difficulty searching for it until one spotted some guys playing with de specs.. LUCKY .. 2 goggles found n thrown up to somewhere unreachable.. FUN..

haha played with de lowest slide of all.. de yellow shit..not exciting at all.. we were not able to try de high ones cox we dont wanna rent de floats..itz jux a plain money sucking thing..gooo o.0

mm do u ever wonder why de smell of de surrounding changes when u swim past some group of 'ppl' ? interesting

den itz steamboat at marina bay..haha 3 other ncc ppl joined us making it a amazing 11 ! omg..i was like insisting to eat some zi char instead of de rubbish steamboat which is not nice n EX ! rather go eat mac n use de remaining money to play arcade or simply put it into de piggybank or sumthin.. -.-- ohwell we still had our dinner dere n after tat was arcade madness ! i sat around watching them play world combat, house of de dead 4, n some ghost squad game -.- while some games ended in a few mins time, some ended in jux 20 secs..hahaa wad a waste of money..imagine putting in 1 dollar worth of coins n when ur imaginary character in de game turned round de corner n u get shot like 3 times straight ! WAD a GAME !

after de arcade is some shit walking exercise becox of some irritating baskets..a part of us went up de bus leaving 4 of us behind..so we decided to walk back to mrt station, tinking itz quite near..and we ended up almost lost in de ulu n dark n creepy maze of marina..haha managed to get to de mrt oso somehow but itz already 10++ when we reached..most of them went home already except for LEO de black which stayed back to wait for us..haha how sweeett o.0

haha home sweet home..

Outing soon..shiok

NCC hq sent me a invitation to be CLT..lol waste 2 weeks to be a sir? no way o.0

- if u do still read my blog, somehow i do miss u,
yes u, de one whose name starts with a C

Total Boredom

2007-03-13T12:53:00.000+08:00

Yawnz

Tongong: hahaa yeah will try to :)

Jinghui: lol emo de nicer lehh..others so kiddy de..haha
Yingz: HAHA SET LA ! haha i dun wan put lehh =D put brown can le !

Jiae:hey u are? izzit jiaen? hahaa anyway thks alot ! =D

Everyday seems like a holiday to me..i dint go for de whole of tpjc's orientation n bet it wasnt worth goin at all..oh well maybe tpjc isnt as bad as wad i tink, i HOPE..since im already officially in TPJC =\ haa

anyway had PAE MJC's CG 07s304 chalet..a kinda screwed up chalet..nth interesting..played ps2 n Xbox overnight..had barbeque, some had a bit too much of alcohol n went high, red faces, gay's instinct started revealing + XXX , some simply went crazy..haha itz funny thou..afterall itz de last time i'll be seeing 07s304 ! ha ohwell dint expect it to be so . . .

itz Ncc outing 2molo at jurong east swimming complex thingy.. bonjo.. 1130 bedok mrt station meet .. start a WAR !

And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you...

- I Miss You

dulled

2007-03-11T09:56:00.000+08:00

it ended

Yingz: Haha u pro lo..next time challenge ey !
Joshua: haha linked u xD but de link is wrong itz on the doldrum not onethedoldrum ey !
YILING: my ass is stucked somewhere in tpjc =(
Rachel: i tried but ohwell =\
Bernice: lol dun tink i'll be back anymore !

TONGON: arigato =D
Yun: haha thks !
Yk: itz not bad but it sux to de core !
Catherine: haha no need to wait le ey !

Yingz: HAHAA u cheeky ! go eat ur dong fen laa ! DIGEST IT !
kc: haha u cheer up too !
YILING: hahaa ohwell..i'll try to :)

dun feel like blogging so here's a song =)

Best Day Of My Life by Jesse McCartney

Woke up around a half past ten
Can’t believe that I’m late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same

It goes to show
You never know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life

Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,
But from now on
I’m gonna be a different man

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life

I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life
Had the best day of my life. .

-sweet sorrows

desanimó

2007-03-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

100th post

is this what im gonna get after 4 years in ahs? is this what i've worked for, for de past 4 years.

tpjc 2molo morning 730..good day

¿Es esto el fin?

Wavering

2007-03-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

Turmoil

Rachel: HAHA too bad..im a professional killer..of cox muz charge money..
Yingz: AS IF ! hahah u WIERD earrings !
Zw: Helloooo !
Loretta: HAHA! SPCA shuld hire me to help them take care of de animals laa..

JUN: eyy kor..u're no better anyway..HAHA
Manel: huh why? i tink they're kawaii ! lol ! jkjk =D

Saturday went to play lan gaming at bedok princess dere before goin to east coast mac to meet de others to watch [MAN U VS LIVERPOOL] match..haha had a good chat with gui cheng on de way there..talk about alot things n de most interesting thing was about POLY soccer training..he said tat de tchr in charge dere will say during trainin ' those in football club stand tis side, de others who are not in any football club can go home already '. hahaa ohwell.. reached de mac early n we 2 ended up playing PHOTOHUNT at de arcade above de mac..lol wasted 2 dollars..total crap..after tat played pool while waiting for de match to start at about 845..de whole match was damn exciting, to de extent tat most jux sat dere n watch leaving de pool table with onli 2 ppl playing..lol wasting money laa but who cares..soccer more important..there was about 14 ppl dere n like 11 was man utd fan? like o.0 hahaa im neutral..de match goes on until de 91st minute when de rubbish o'shea cleared de rubbish ball into de net n my frens went crazy -.- reeked of smoke all over becox of retarded smokers dere, home sweet home.

Sunday..nth much..went jogging with my shifu n had a good chat..xD

Monday CLASS OUTING ! haha actually de class planned to watch movie de but becox we cant decide on a movie to watch den de guys went to play our pool n de girls went their shopping..hahaa after tat was bowling..had 2 games each, i won de 1st round with 102 points n cheuk wing thrashed everyone in de second round with 158 points..lol bonjo..had dinner at CAFE CARTEL ! de food n dam nice, especially de BUNS n breads..hahaa de butter is heaven ! free flow of superb food is what everyone hopes for =D so FULL ! wanted to ton but one left after another n so in de end, HOME SWEET HOME ...

2molo is posting results..oh plsss ! >.<

wad shuld i do?

So near yet so far

2007-03-03T09:26:00.000+08:00

Yingz: HAHA yepp ! kill de ah seng cockroach ! lol
Rachel: lol im not sadist lo..yeah sure..how bout 1 lizard 4 $10 n 1 cockcroach 4 $8? xD

Pretty brown

AND yes PAE is comin to an end..itz like super fast n somehow my class seems to be bonding so well as if we've been together for so long already..haha ohwell posting for JAE is comin out n i dunno whether i'll be able to stay on here..HA oh my plsssss !

ytd was in de rain soccer once again..hahaa super fun with de mop n broom n leaves n ball n heading n falling n sliding ! hahaa had fun..

nth much to talk about..shall go off for now..

so much bout yearning n pending
i jux cant
i dont wan a triangle
im not tt kind of person

reminiscence

2007-02-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Seek comfort in sorrows

HAHAA i tink im gonna start replying taggs in my posts somehow cox i lazy to type at de taggboard oso..IM NOT COPYCAT K ! itz like no other way o.0

Lisa: u do takkare too oso k ! cyaa soon.
Mel: HI MEI !

Jiaen: hahaa saw it..cool blogg u've dere =D cya in school !

Huiling: Hahaa i miss p3bble too ! xD
YING: ur ahseng is spooky laa..he's a freak =P
TONGON: eyy mind u..oreo chocolate is amazing, wonderful n FANTASTIC !

Yiling: YOOOOOOOOOOO !
HANNAH: HEY RECTUM ! hahaa itz sooooon !
Poline: SHIFU ! hahaa cyaa on friday xD

HAHA itz late already but i suddenly have de urge to blog ! ! lol got de mood to blog these few days.. n i dunno why ! anyway thinking back, i somehow miss my childhood days..here's a random post

LIZARD massacre

i killed 2 lizards within 3 days..first lizard was a black huge lizard, basically a ugly one.. i used rolled up newspaper n i smashed itz tail, used deodorant on it, poke a bamboo stick thru it, poured bleach on it...good day..2nd was a whiter version, used 'flame-thrower' on it..itz actually lighter + deodorant.. hahaa itz sick

SNAKES

itz already so long ago but i rmb ! haha anyway itz fun ! went to de zoo and at tat time theres a some sort of enclosure thingy with snakes all over inside n dere's a path for us to walk.n my pa,bro n me went in, each with an umbrella ! n we went poke poke poke, poking coiled-up snakes down from de trees, pushing them down n itz simply lots of fun..hahaa

GIRAFFE

dont noe whether there's still de giraffe in zoo but at tat time, giraffe was still like so BIG to me..haha but anyway picked up stones n threw at it like itz some target practise exercise..haha itz hella fun too !

BABOON

de violent baboon..i still clearly rmb de red ASS of de baboon..hahaa threw tictac de sweet for them n tis particular tictac fell into de water n somehow was swallowed down by a fish in de pond, n GUESS WHAT ! de baboon grab de fish, gave it a punch, n digged out de tictac n throw back de fish ! haha nice? bet u'll laugh ur ass off when u see it urself..

PEACOCK

hahaa still rmb de days when me n my bro running after de peacock shouting ' FEATHERS, FEATHERS ! ' hahaa n de peacock is like tinking who are these feggots chasing me ! haha but who cares..

HORSE

hahaa still rmb de horse ride..my bro gave de horse a kick in de stomach n de horse started running instead of trotting..lol got a scolding but itz still a lifetime experience ! hahaa

de zoo was so much of a fun in de past..we were like a frequent visitor of de zoo to de extent tat de animals rmb us ! haha crap n oh YES de tadpoles

TADPOLES

took straws n poke de tadpoles until they are dead..sounds sick? tat's a sort of game or competition at tat time ! lol =\

BIRDS

haha tis is at de bird park de..i still rmb de birds tat was kept inside de cage thingy looking all sad n bored..n de weather seemed so hot tat day n we being so caring, gave it a shower ! hahaa drank water n spit them out at de bird n it goes like ' POOOOOOOOH ! ' n de bird goes flapping n struggling, signalling to us tat itz so happy tat we're there ! LOL seeee

CROWS

folding bullets n shooting at those ugly baskets tat goes ' AHH ! AHH ! AHH ! like they laughing at us like tat..haha n when de bullet hits them, thou itz like 1 over a thousand shot, theys goes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh.... LOL nice sound eyy, like some plane crashing soon..

NEIGHBOUR

oh and there was this neighbour of mine tat enjoyed cyling past de corridor n making lots of noise..n we imagined him as a BIRD o.0 fold a paper bullet n SHOOT ! HAHAH =\ and he goes crying back home..n their parents comin over to scold us with our pa scolding them back..lol wad cool days...

sometimes i wished tat i will nvr grow up..hahaa childhood days seemed like more fun den wad we're experiencing now..hahaa ohwell at least im not as sick n childish as i used to be..thou de lizards massacre thingy happened ytd..tskk LOL

actually there's cockcroach massacre too ! now tat i've rmbed..haha

COCKCROACH

in de past my bro n i used to run behind a area behind my house at night, carrying out a MISSION, called Operation ROACH.. ready get set n GO ! we start our killing of all de cockroach we see in our path n dunno why cockroach used to roam around de nieghbourhood but not much since tat incident..quite successful isnt it? when a cockcroach is spotted by us, there's onli 2 ending to it, itz either gonna be dead or DEAD..hahaa

AND i had a FUNNY dream! hahaa somehow itz like impossible in reality.. HA wierd

hahaa tats all i can tink of for now..maybe alot more next time..HAHAA

and and FELICIA CHIN is PRETTY ! ! ! !

hahaaa shall end off here..haha xD CYA !

my nose itch often nowadays, wonder who's scolding me !

tired

2007-02-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

Peculiar

Sunday was soccer at de street soccer court beside tamp stadium..bad weather day thou..rain came de moment we stepped into de court..gahh wad a dissappointment..continued playing anyway..hahaa sometimes when de rain gets heavier den seek shelter before continuing playing n running to seek shelter again..o.0 den itz de usual horny Ham peering at girls..lol de diff definition for 'chio' -.- OHHH den is de super uncle..he's completely insane..up into his 60s or even 70s, he can still do handstand on de dips bar n alot super tricks which was impossible for us to even attempt..hahaa de inferior feeling..gosh

Monday was BORING ! PE was de onli fun thing on MONDAYS o.0 because of de rain, we hafta do de wadeva wadeva trainin which was held at de hall n gallery..err sorta boring..sprained my right leg while doin de stupid jump..haha after PE was soccer ! hahaa was quite fun, seeing de pro n de ACT pro..lol..reached home at 6++ n WOOOHOOOO ! dere's maths tests n econs tests to study for o.0 wad a day

TUESDAY was rubbish..de train screwed up in de morning..but wasnt late anyhow..maths test in de morning..o.0 it wasn't even a test, it was a SCAM ! econs test was err soso..lol somebody still ponned school becox of de fake test..lol if you're reading =x hahaa dun be so stressed ! =D de day was generally boring without .... HAHA ohwell

anyway i tink smokers sux n INCONSIDERATE SMOKERS sux to de core..

AND oreo chocolate ice blend is HEAVEN ! WOW !

lol gonna go off to do hmwrk already..ohhh de mountain tat seems to be increasing after every day.. o.0

bonjo NOT

de funny feeling

Boring >.<

2007-02-25T08:53:00.000+08:00

Heart-melting Smiles

dis week had been rather boring.. with de usual routine of goin school, do hmwrk n sleep..mm maybe + some slacking time.. haha.. 1/6 of year 2007 is already gone ! how fast can it be? 07s304 is doing well ! woohooo !

WED-odac..after school was odac activity at pasir riis park..eer quite boring n stupid =\ dun wanna elaborate on de activities..haha but i dislike salty, grimy water + soil + urine + leaves..i prefer mud..lol maybe i wun be staying in odac anymore..

nth much interesting things to talk about tis week..itz de usual boredom n de usual stoning days..some tips when u're super bored out of ur head..look out of de windows at night for de brightest star..i've found it, have u? awwww pretty !

zealous stars

CNY

2007-02-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

Happy ChinEse New Year

HONG BAOsss ! i tink tats what every kid is pending for whole year round n de time is finally here ! Happy chinese new year to evryone ! i bet MOST ppl are enjoying themselves during tis seasons n some indulging thmselves in counting de TONS of notes frm de Ang pows.. lol ohwell happy counting ! i bet some ppl like MAO got like few hundred thousands dollars to count =\

SO itz de usual bai nian stuff n tis year went to my ahma's house at toa payoh..but tis year is exceptionally quiet..everyone used to stay around n gamble till like night time but tis year some ppl are actually leaving even b4 i reach there..haha ohwell missed out some Hongbaos eyy..most of them left b4 dinner, but de remaining ppl weren't affected at all. talking about gambling obsession. lol. maybe cny is all about hongbaos, poker cards and maybe food? ha ohwell.

Pineapple tarts ! i tink cny is about pineapple tarts ! pineapple tarts are shiiooooook ! haha boxes n boxes go missing n they're actually in my stomach ! lol im so guilty! =D

Reunion dinner..had my own family reunion dinner on sat night..haha ABALONE ! such wonderful delicacy xD gonna have another reunion dinner with relatives tonight ! haha maybe gonna have MORE ANG POWS ! wooohooooo..

2molo school's reopening..haha hmwrk = UNDONE..bonjo =D

ANYWAY here's a nice song [ Written in de stars ] by Westlife. wonderful lyrics !

Stay with me
don't fall asleep too soon
the angels can wait
for a moment

come real close
forget the world outside
tonight we're alone
it's finally you and i

oooohhh...

it was meant to feel like this

oooohhh...

not without you

cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you

when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars

don't be afraid
i'll be right by your side
through the laughter and pain
together we're bound to fly

oooohhh...

i was meant to love like this
not without you

cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you

when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars

made a few mistakes, yeah
like sometimes we do
been through lot of heartache
but i made it back to you

cause when i look at my life (yeah)
how the pieces fall into place (into place)
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you (without you)

when i see how my past
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars

look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just isn't right
without you

when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars

the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars..

LovE was born on de first moment

o.0

2007-02-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

Valentines Day Special

L-O-V-E can u feel de love tonight? CHEERS to all de couples in de world !

where's my other half?

Indulgence

2007-02-11T08:56:00.000+08:00

V-day Indulgence

Vday is jux round de corner..i hereby wish all de couples in de world a happy early valentines day, may u all enjoy eternal bliss ! itz so sad when vday falls on weekday tis year round..itz simply deprive de couples from having a full day vday celebration..haha not as if im being affected but i feel sad for de others ! haha ohwell..

jux a tip--cherish ur partner well n treat ur relationships as thou itz de last relationship u're gonna have, den u'll realise how to give n u'll knw how to cherish..learn to give n not to take.. afterall love is about offering n not possession

oh 17th year of lonely vday

how far will u go for de one u love ?

CONGRATX

2007-02-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

wow

GRATX to all my fren who got their desired l1r5..all de best in LIFE !

those who did not get so well de results cheer up ba..there's too much things in life for u to breakdown at tis time..get up n move on XD

what are these tears?

DAMN !

2007-02-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

oh fuck

damn it ! my hair -.- crap de barber..natoot

oh someone save me

super sick

2007-02-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

sickk, super sickk

sunday woke up with a split headache which was like a crap..but ohwell dere's still ncc bbq later..

it's ahsNCC part d de bbq, which was a lip's house..went for a swim even thou i had a headache tat morning..haha ohwell itz jux about having fun ey, dun realli care..den itz de tico ziqi who went looking for de bikini babe again once he entered de toilet cox last time got sumthin amazing tat happened..hmmm went out of de toilet n we started to shiver like SIAO ! de weather is like so uber duper cold like a CUCUMBER, lol ok wadeva..our feets were literally viberating even in de water..oh wad crap..started to rain n we froze again.. played de usual stuff boys play in de pool, like super soaker [maybe a small useless version of it] wrestling, monkey. lol itz jux de plain childish thingy guys love to do in de pool laa basically.

den itz de bbq..im still having my sore throat so dun tink i can eat much of de bbq stuff but i still did so in de end..succumbed to temptations eyy..lol oh yes n de FHM poker card tat we bought at a stall at aljunied..LOL =x had a good talk with frens, ate n play..lol talks about matured stuff, telling others about relationships' experience, sharing tips, lol itz MAN'S TALK EY ! dun play play..ohwell realli had fun catching up with de old frens there thou alot dint go..HA OHWELL perhaps next time ! reached home at 11+, bathed, used comp, SLEEP !

as expected, woke up with a grrrr headache at 5 -.- i was tinking of not goin school BUT to see my crush, i decided to go to schoool ! LOL crap o.0 trudged all de way to school. whole class tio scolding in de very first lesson which totally switched me off to silent mode, or maybe battery running low.. got much better after de FUNNY gp lesson which was fun.. haha total crapness..i was like laughing at my own answers..lol den pe which was much more fun den simply running around de track..haha snatching balls by running faster.. lesson learnt : run FASTER, smaller balls, run slower, bigger balls.

haha i tink i speak abit too much sometimes..or maybe others are not speaking up enuf?

[= wonderful 07S304 =]

How do u define 'Childish' ?

sickk

2007-02-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

Disconsolation

so TODAY was MJC road race thingy.. it was held at pasir ris park.. ran de competitive run but got veli lousy position thou..haha oh well.. TRITON emerged champion which was not even a doubt in de beginning :D WAHA ! HEAR DE THUNDER ROAR ! TRITON WILL SWEEP AWAY ALL TITLES !

after tat our class went to de beach to eat sand n took some photos.. ate at downtown east n KUM HUNG came, onli finding tat his desires had left. =X LOL went home and my head started to ache like a piece of shyt tat's being squeezed out thru de anus. o.0

O's results is comin out. it may be monday, tues, wed, thurs or even fri.. one of these days.. there gonna be tears, there gonna be laughter, dejection, blithness.. wad izzit gonna be for us?

May there be Miracles